decided to come n update this space since it's has been quite awhile i guess ard 2mths plus alrd since my last post n also since i'm still awake right now.. so nth much has happened over the past few mths.. celebrated my 21st at coasta sands pasir ris few mths back.. went back to work at o&o replacing p for her maternity leave.. it actually took me quite some time to decide to go back n help her for a few mths.. n nw thinking back i'm glad i accepted in the end, cuz the 2 bosses d & m r really really nice ppl n so r her team mates.. still rmb the first mth tat i went back to work n i made a mistake which i think was a v grave mistake n really vv sotong of me, n i was so afraid n i thought tat i'd sure get scolded by m, n i was actually prepared for it when i went up to look for her to tell her abt the mistake tat i made.. but well, i wasnt scolded or anything infact she told me nvm it's ok which made me kinda shock abt tat.. n well we celebrated her bdae last mth which was kinda like a surprise for her n we really succeeded in surprising her, which i think she felt v happy abt it cuz i guess it's the v first time tat the team celebrated her bdae for her.. n i got a card for her which i'm happy tat she really appreciated it n use it as a decoration in her office.. everytime i pass by her room n look in, i'd see my card sitting by the window which makes me happy tat she appreciate it.. but well overall work is really really slack n at times i wonder am i able to survive till she returns? hw did she manage to survive being so free? it's so boring to have nth to do n find things to do which is scanning n i realised i have kinda finished almost all of the old closed files.. n at times it makes me feels like they can actually dun hire a pa, n tat i'm hired to do scanning with a higher pay.. which feels kinda =S but well, at times it makes me feel so useless that i'm unable to be of any help to them.. especially when i see all of them r so busy but i couldnt do anything to help.. it just makes me feel so bad.. but overall working in this team is nice, n i seriously wouldnt mind stayin if i could.. i felt so attached to the team n i guess when the time comes for me to bid goodbye i'd feel v sad... on a side note, sometimes havin nth to do makes my thoughts wonder around n then emoness will come n find me... sighz.. till then, i hope things will turn out gd... i seriously dunno wad's gonna be my nxt step..
