have the urge to blog all of a sudden... realising that quite alot of those ppl ard me those frens from poly etc, are gonna start sch soon... they have alrd decided n planned for their future... thou it makes me realised once again how indecisive i am, n mayb how useless i am as well but it did somehow struck on me tat i cant drag any longer... it's time i shld tink hard n decide on wad i wanna do... wad r my plans for my future... i cant be dragging it on forever... i have to come to a decision.. wad is it tat i really wanna do? i cant b slacking n doin nth after my temp job ends in a month or so to come... seriously speaking, thou i have a thought in mind, i dunno exactly if tat's the thing i wanted, i really dunno wad is it tat i want.. kinda pissed n hopeless with myself, y is it tat i'm so indecisive? y is it tat i myself dunno wad i actually want? it's time to learn to be decisive, it's time to wake up from all the daydreamings, it's time to tink hard abt wad i want.. i shall nt drag too long... i shall decide by latest end of nxt month if tat thought of mine is wad i had really wanted.. i feel so useless... that i dunno myself well enough... juz wad is it that i want in life... juz wad is my plans for my future? seriously i need guidance... i muz learn to be independent.. i muz learn to be decisive... i shall rely on God that he will guide me through... =) on a side note, after visiting quite some of my frens blog, i realised tat lately alot of ppl r kinda feeling down, so to those frens of mine who r feeling down, cheer up yea.. n there r also quite alot of ppl ard me who r sick, so to those ppl, get well soon.. n to everyone take gd care of urselves.. =) ps: i'm missing lots of my frens... let's meet up soon shall we? -it's seriously time for me to give a serious thought about my future.. will i be able to come to a decision by latest end of next month? -i'm missing sch life v much all of a sudden... but if i pursue my studies, wad is it tat i wanna study? i'm so clueless n helpless with myself... *sigh*
