a uber long time of nt updating, cuz my com's stil nt fixed yet.. well n i dun tink it will b fixed so soon too.. life been the same all the while nth much also.. workin, goin out etc... realised tat i've been goin out more lately as compared to last time before i started working.. but well, i enjoyed goin out more than staying at hm cuz there's nth for me to do since the com is dead alrd, n moreover szx has ended alrd.. =X
work been more or less the same, on tues n wed the office was super quiet cuz most of them went for training so it means nth much for me to do n also means i'm slacking.. last fri was the scariest cuz i was a lil bit late n when i reached the office, my whole dept was like empty without a single soul ard.. checked with my fren whether when she came in to do her scanning was there anyone ard, n she too didnt see anyone.. haha n so i felt relieved.. cuz i tot they went for meeting or smth.. n i only realised they went for some training in the mornin when another 2 colleagues of mine came in.. haha.. hw blur i am..
anyway enjoyed myself v much last weekend.. haha was like out on the thurs, fri, sat n sun last week.. =X lolx... continuously =X anyway ytd was mum's bdae so a Happy Belated Birthday to mum! gotten her a watch n a pair of earrings.. hopefully she will like it.. well, n ytd mornin before lunch my mood totally changed.. gotten a scolding when it wasnt my fault.. sighz.. but well at least after tat the person realised it wasnt my fault n felt guilty for scolding me i guess, n so apologized to me for being so harsh n worked up.. but i cant help keep reminding the whole incident over n over again in my head.. i shall forget it..
been tinkin alot lately.. n quite a few things make me realise tat nth is fair in this world.. one always does this n didnt get arrowed while the other did nt do it all the time n get arrowed.. wadever i shall get used to it yea.. cuz NTH IS FAIR IN THIS WORLD.. bcuz the earth is round thus there's no fair & square.. makes any sense? haha.. wadever.. been tinkin abt other stuffs as well.. i wonder if it was right of me to be like tat.. is it correct of me to be having such an attitude towards certain things? wadever it is.. shall nt tink abt it.. have also been tinkin abt my future.. wad is it tat i really wanna do? i totally have got no idea.. i wanna further my studies, but wad is it tat i wanna study? i have no idea as well.. but well, i actually have smth in mind, but i dunno if i shld.. i need guidance n suggestions pls.. on a side note, been daydreaming alot lately... =X abt smth.. haha.. i shall stop daydreaming alrd.. cuz it will nv happen... today's bs-ing was gd, was my turn to lead today.. n i like the topic for today's.. it seriously is smth in which we must learn n master, though it's hard to do so.. indeed we must be mindful of our words, learn to control our tongue from causing hurt and damages to others.. i like the eg tat was given in one of the qns, or rather the qn.. i find it so so true.. - (What does it take to start a forest fire in a drought? What does it take to put out a forest fire? What damage can be caused by just a few words of gossip that you pass on? ) well, indeed we always didnt realise wad hurt or damage it will cause a person when we say some sarcastic remarks or nasty comments or wadever negative things tat it is, tat we may have said it jokingly.. i guess it was really a gd lesson for all of us to learn...
