alright updates on the past week n past few days.. wonder wad i'm talkin abt wad thing finally over? well i will mention it below..
hmm so backtrack to last mon, 9/2.. i tink i was slacking at hm onlined the whole afternoon, n then prepared n went out, headed to novena n meet jh for dinner first.. dined at tcc.. afterwhich cabbed down to mediacorp to watch css.. was juz in time.. gt some miscommunication with my tixs.. lolx, n we went in w/o tix.. LOL.. hmmz, tink it's still quite ok? was enjoyin the songs, n camwhoring durin advertisements.. =X so after the show ended, went to recep first before headin down to rg n wait.. n after some time, she drove out, managed to take a pic with her before she left.. den we cont sittin there n nua n camwhore.. =X bus-ed hm only ard almost 11? =X
tues 10/2, tink i was hm the whole day.. as usual the day before slp ard 3plus 4plus.. =X den wake ard noon.. nua-ed, online... den tv-ed, online.. =x
wed 11/2, headed back to sch as i forgotten to submit my logbook when i submit my final report tat time.. lolx.. hw blur i am.. n best of all, i din realise till my l.o smsed me.. LOL.. so, headed all the way back juz to submit tat logbook of mine.. after which, headed over to sim to look for hy,pz,mq at their booth.. stayed there awhile before headin to imm daiso to look for stuffs, couldnt find it, thus went to je dere n gotten the stuff i want.. trained back hm after tat.. den nite time tv-ed den online..
thurs 12/2, as usual wake up at noon.. online a short while, den prepared n headed to bugis to meet gen.. lolx, kept laughin like siao.. =X went to have sakae buffet.. lolx, tink it's been some time since i last had sakae buffet alrd.. stayed dere frm the start of the buffet till almost the end time of the buffet.. =X trained hm after tat.. lolx.. was super full.. lolx, fried tofu!! =X
fri 13/2, nth much was juz nuaing at hm.. tv-ed, online.... =X so nth much to say.. oh n i went back to my attachment company to borrow my demo kit.. was lugging 2 briefcase hm, 1 big n 1 small one.. n ppl was like staring at me in the train.. lolx.. oh ya n then at nite i was actually busy doin last min work!! *tsk tsk* was tryin to do ppt slides only durin midnite for my mon's presentation.. haiz..
sat 14/2, Happy Valentine's Day to all!! went for youth fellowship in the afternoon, n the attendance was quite gd.. almost everyone turned up.. after youth fellowship ended, went to yew tee foodcourt with 5 others.. lolx.. den after they all finished eatin, all of us left for hm, n i train-ed to cck n take 190 to town to meet judi n nessa.. went cine xing wang cafe for dinner.. after tat decided to go kbox.. went up but there's no rm at tat time except at 9pm so wait loh.. sing sing sing.. lolx.. smth with my bladder tat day super active.. lolx.. thus i kept running to the toilet.. guess i drank too much water alrd.. lolx.. sang frm 9pm -1am.. =X saw lee teng there, he walked pass our room a few times? n then when i went out to ans a phonecall he was abt to leave n was standin somewhere beside our room door, n he kept lookin at me while i was talkin on the phone outside the room.. ?? after our kbox session ended we shared cab hm.. went hm n cont to pia my ppt slides.. sun 15/2, church in the afternoon, den after tat was hm the whole day? have gt some probs with my demo kit, n was tryin to troubleshoot it but to no avail.. thus panickly asked for help.. =X n was rushin out my ppt slides.. super last min.. =X so much for being last min.. mon 16/2, the day which i was dreading finally came.. went back to my attachment company n seek help in the demo kit, gt it settled very fast, n went to look for dad at the coffeeshop opp as he's waitin there for me.. then went to sch, tot i was late but luckily nt.. was actually supposed to present at 1pm but i told ms lau i need to present earlier so as to return the demo kit back by noon in case they need it.. n so i was the first to present after the break at ard 10.30? n i finished my presentation like super fast within the 10mins? n the stupid prog for the demo kit hanged when i wanted to show n thus i wasted time there reopening.. the q&a session was scary, was afraid i would nt b able to ans their qns but thanks god i kinda managed to get my way thru the qns? but somehow i tink my presentation was abit screwed up? at the demo kit part i tink.. but eezah told me i din.. well i hope it's juz me tinkin too much yea.. went off to have lunch at 12pm, haha saw naz n alot more other ppl all the dp ppl all havin their presentation tat day too thus lots of familiar faces appeared at c3.. lolx.. went back to the eid room to cont the presentation at 1pm, n i went off after goin back to get my stuffs n headed back to return the demo kit.. went hm straight after tat.. felt so relieved tat it's finally over.. been having insomnia the past 2 days before the presentation..wasnt able to slp well on fri nite n sat nite.. felt sleepy went to slp but cant fall aslp toss n turn on the bed for an hr plus before i actually fall aslp n slept for few hrs n wake for i dunno wad reason den hard to get back to slp again.. n for sun nite i wanted to slp ard 11.30 to 12 ended up i only slept at 2.30am.. n woke at 6.30.. was super tired tat day when i went hm, din went to slp though.. cuz only reached hm like 4? gt tix for css but din went in the end..lolx as none of them can make it n i was tired n havin headache too, n no one is interested too.. asked hamtaro n she say dun1 n end up we met up n went for dinner tgt with sebas.. after tat walked ard lot went arcade n play spot the diff n bishi bashi again left ard 10.30? den walked hm on the way we took funny photos.. lolx.. n there's one whereby they r tryin to help me take a funny photo at some bball court n suddenly i heard someone walkin towards us n stop tot it's some passerby n after awhile we turned n look n gt a shocked.. it was a policemen lah he asked us wad r we doin n we r makin lots of noise.. did we? we're there for the most 5mins nia, n he asked if we r leavin soon n we said ya n leave shortly after.. n ended our photo takin session there n hm sweet hm.. hehz.. tues 17/2 n wed 18/2.. as usual nua-ed at hm.. lolx.. online, tv-ed, read abit of my storybook.. yea tat's all i did.. i wanna go out.. anyone? lolx... time flies, so fast 3yrs has juz gone like tat.. 3 yrs of my life in the sch.. it's enjoyable.. with lots of nice frens n classmates n coursemates etc.. n i loved goin to sch except for some modules which i hated tat's e only time i dun like goin to sch other than tat i loved the sch environment n everything.. the ppl etc.. i'm sure i'll miss the sch, all the ppl n so on.. my dear frens whom i have gotten to noe durin my 3yrs on life in np, rmb to keep in touch still even after we graduate yea..=) been tinkin alot lately, n even more after tat day hearin ppl talkin abt that thing.. if only i have a choice.. haiz.. but well i dun have a choice.. i cant choose.. sighz..sometimes i really regretted abt nt giving my best in the past.. if only i did, perhaps i wouldnt have be tinkin abt these rite nw.. haiz.. well though both of them told me tat if i want, we can make a way out.. but well.. i decided nt to, nt bcuz i dun want, infact i want, but i dun want to add on another burden to them thus i decided nt to.. i noe currently it's really quite tough for them alrd, thus i dun want to be so selfish to juz tink for myself n be of a burden to them.. it's time to be independent nw, i have to make myself nt to tink in the way tat i have been tinkin though it's hard nt to.. i shall rely on myself, n hopefully i can be able to go for the choice which i cant choose rite nw after a yr or 2.. i shall nt add on more burdens for them.. i shall learn frm her.. it's time to grow up n be independent.. hopefully i wont tink so much again, n be able to make myself nt to tink in tat way..
