nw i'm juz damn super low.. =.= n was so frigging pissed juz nw.. so warning, dis entry will b perhaps a lil vulgar, but pardon me alright.. ok so wth.. ur damn attitude sux lah, seriously.. juz admit tat u're dumb lah.. ok, i'm at fault for being over-reactive, n a bit of kicking a fuss over it.. but well, tat's bcuz i nv noe n tot tat 1 would b so so stupid.. i guess a pri sch kiddy also noe, or use ur butt to tink also noe.. =X but well, u showed ur damn attitude n throwed ur temper.. wth.. ur attitude simply sux plz.. n then u said until u're like so poor thing n so on.. wth.. shit u.. n then u say it's ur fault but the way u sounded was like as if i malign u or smth.. but plz, i tink it's ur fault ok.. idiot.. n i tink if they were ard at tat very moment, the 1 who will kena scolded would b me, it'll b my fault again.. so well, wadever i do will most of the time b wrong? guess to them i'm juz nth.. but well to them, she's the gem n mayb i'm juz garbage? n well, bcuz of wad had happened, those unhappy bad n negative thoughts tat was thrown n buried to the very end of my mind was being triggered n dug out.. alright, so EVERYTHING is MY FAULT!! when u was the 1 whom started those damn things, always or mayb most of the time, i'm the 1 who kena.. it's juz so biased ok.. sometimes i really wonder, if 1 fine day, i was being knocked down n run over by a vehicle n die, mayb all of u will be very happy.. or mayb all of u will be celebrating? sometimes, it really makes me feel so insignificant n useless in dere.. sometimes, i really tinks tat i'm disliked by everyone n unloved? perhaps i shld leave dis place... mayb tat day will b approaching soon or nv.. beats me too.. mayb ppl would b happier, things would b better without my existence..
