ahhh!!! so tml, will b my first paper.. well, really hope i can b able to do well for it... been studying for it today.. n i really go do the revision 3 times le leh, tml shall do it once more, n force all the formulas into that brain of mine which is caged behind tat thick skull.. =X haiz, well was kinda upset n moody in the afternoon while studying halfway.. cuz heard some words n well make alot of negative came flowing into my mind, n i cried.. =X mayb i tink too much barhx or mayb not.. anyway so do i have confidence for tml's paper? i tink so? juz nw was feeling so confident after finish doin my revision paper.. really hope the paper will b really similar to my revision paper else i'll die.. =X n i kinda finished a past yr paper today, aug 2006 paper i tink completed 4 out of 6 qns, the other 2 dunno how 2 do.. haha but exam only need choose 4 out of 6.. guess tml i will go down to sch earlier to study.. =X juz nw sy ask me tml want go sch in the mornin to study nt.. but well i dunno y i rejected n bluff say i studying with frens.. =X but well i juz dun feel like studying with her, cuz i tink there'll b no progress made loh.. =X sound so bad rite but tat's juz wad i feel.. but well tml i will go to sch library n study, study alone barhx, nvm de.. hehez, as long as i did studied can liao tat's more impt than whether i'm studying with anyone nt.. hehez.. pray hard n hope tat tml i can b able to conquer the paper.. hope i will nt suddenly qie chan, will have a clear n fresh mind tml, n b able to focus n tink.. hope i wont have stm tml.. die die also muz key in all the formulas into my brain!! no matter wad i hope i can do well.. i really did study though i may seems to b beri slack but there's still progress made.. n tml after paper shall head hm n start mugging for ecam.. cuz b focusing n studying emd all these while n din touch ecam at all.. =X so tml onwards i will pia my ecam.. hope to do well, try my best to get a C even though it's hard as i failed my retest for the ct.. but regardless of anything i shall study hard hard n do well for it.. dun want to make myself regret for nt studying hard enuff n all tat after the paper... i shall have confidence in myself.. i can do it n i will do it.. <--- i still rmb these, haha though these was said to me almost 2 yrs back but i still do rmb it when it's needed.. lolx, my special medicine.. nv will i forget abt it, haha prescribed to me by tat special doctor.. =X gd luck to all havin exams, jiayou!! n i will jiayou too!! =)
