haiz.. alright.. i have been tinkin quite alot these few days.. hmmz, realised tat my frens r like gettin attached one by one.. hmmz, felt happy for them though.. but i juz cant help tinkin n tinkin.. tinkin abt some things.. well, anyway dis few days my mood wasnt beri gd afterall..like alot of unhappy things happening loh.. haiz.. makin me feeling juz so unhappy.. haiz.. n i dunno y i juz keep on tink abt u, i shld really really forget u, cuz there's no pt for me to hold on anymore, no more hopes.. but somehow, i juz couldnt forget u, my heart juz cannot forget u, though my mind keep tellin me to forget u.. haiz.. i believe i will b able to forget u de.. n i guess, we're really no longer the same like last time alrd, guess perhaps we're both tryin to avoid each other barhx or some other reasons, i dunno.. but i noe we're nt like last time le, n perhaps we'll nv b the same like last time le barhx.. but i still hope we can b back to b like last time liddat kind of a frenship.. sighz, n rite nw, my dear vips is in a mess nw.. haiz.. i really dun want this to happen lah.. i hope all of us can still b like the pass again, siao siao tgt n all ok.. sighz, i really hope everything will b ok by tml..
