haiz.. well, ytd din blogged bcuz.... later den u'll noe y.. =X so ytd, i woke up ard 10+ i tink, get my ready n all tat, den i left hse almost 12pm.. i noe i'm gonna b late meetin hamtaro n mj lah.. =X well, n then on my way to cck on e bus, i received an sms from mj sayin tat she was unable to go out today cuz her mum's at hm... n i was like wth, how early a time u sms me to inform me.. grr.. so forget it.. n i reached cck, called hamtaro n asked her where's she n asked her whether mj smsed her or wad to inform her mah.. but nah.. =X ok hahaz, so juz forget it yea, waited for hamtaro to reached loh, we decided to go shop tgt loh juz e 2 of us.. hmmz, went to return library books in the library first, walked ard.. den decided to have our lunch, dined at macdonalds... ate mcspicy double, n she ate grilled chicken foldover.. =) den chatted while we ate yea.. finished eatin n off we went to bugis junction..shopped ard in dere yea, hmmz, bought the shorts from S&K yea... hahaz, n i bought a mini lip gloss from missha yea.. den we shopped ard loh, den saw karen yea.. hahaz... den we continue to shopped ard bugis junction den like nth to shopped le, we went to shopped ard in bugis village.. hahaz, n we saw karen dere again yea.. lolx.. chatted with her awhile.. den continue to walked ard loh.. =) hahaz, den after tat we felt kinda sianz already so we decided to go somewhere else yea, borrow books from library n go slack in library for awhile yea, n so we decided to go causeway.. =) bought yan shu ji from pasar malam at causeway n eat.. lolx.. den went to library loh.. looked for books yea... after tat beri sianz so went to shopped ard in causeway.. =) hahaz, den ard 7+ or wad we decided to go home liao loh.. hahaz.. fun day i can say.. i tink i was laughing non stop lah bcuz of hamtaro so funny lah.. lolx.. can still rmb a thing she say so funny loh, make me laugh.. hahaz.. cuz there's these 2 ladies in dunno wad shop in bugis junction den hamtaro tell me she tinks they r bian xing ren.. lolx.. den say bcuz they voice so hoarse like guys.. den i say they arent local n she say she tinks they r thai.. lolx.. so i asked her wad make her tink so n den dis was when she said something so funny lah she din even realise.. lolx.. she say to me wad: " u go ask them are u a THAILAND loh" lolx... so pplz can b countries.. hmmz.. lolx... mayb u wont find it funny but i do find it funny, mayb cuz i'm abnormal? =X well, den went hm have my dinner watch tv n come online.. n then came the time whereby i'm slowly getiing pissed off n so on yea.. angry ar n also dunno wadsoever other feelings i'm feeling too at tat very moment.. ok, so helped my dad type something n wanted to print n tat stupid printer keep on cant print tell me wad error.. ZZZ diaoz... den i saw a bee flying ard in e living room n i'm in e living room, n i'm afraid of bees, so i told my dad tat there's something flying at the light there tat seems to look like it's a bee n i'm scared.. n then guess he went to try to kill it or something yea, as i went into my sis room... =X n then dunno y, n i dunno how it happened, was tokin to my 2nd sis, den suddenly e glass of tat cupboard of mine whereby i was standing infront of broke or rather it shattered into pieces, but din drop, n i was stunned n den dunno y i cried lah huh... =X den my sis went to tell my dad, dunno wad was it she say lah... grr.. den dad came in n like kinda pissed off kinda look, den look at tat glass tat was shattered, den guess was sayin me lah, wad outside haven settle den now inside.. den say wad always find things to trouble pplz... k fine loh... like hey i din break the glass on purpose loh k... it's like i also dun even noe how tat freaking piece of glass suddenly broke... dang.. n tat bee i only tell u i saw a thing flyin n it seems like a bee n i'm scared tat's all i said... u can choose to chase it outta the hse via the window wad also no need to try to kill it n wadsoever... ok so fine, dis kinda somehow seems to me tat he's implying tat all of these things r my fault lah... wadeverr... F it man... i'm pissed loh... damn... well,ok loh well i'm perhaps juz a nuisance in e family lah huh a gd for nth person... an insignificant person an unimportant person... perhaps it really really dun matters whether as to i'm alive or dead... everytime liddat 1 lah... den i tok also nobody wanna care wanna give a damn or wanna listen... as in most of the time n almost everyone of them... i dun care if they happen to read dis post or not lah... damn them... freaking hell... they make me feel tat everytime things happen or so on it's like my fault my fault my fault... how i wish i'm nt living in dis world... shit it... i wonder wad's e purpose for me to come into dis world to b here sometimes... perhaps i shld have juz frigging hell die yea be it in wadsoever way... well, guess nobody understands lah... shit it... shitty things... shitty place... shitty feeling... everything is juz so shit... argghh... ok anyone who reads dis be it u're being involved in dis post or nt, dun ever come n friggin hell say me or wad by means of reprimanding... i have my freedom of speech here ok, if u're unhappy juz friggin hell leave n dun read it... well, n i cried so much last nite n none of them knew except for 1, tat dis morning i woke up my left eye is a bit swollen? my eyes was so small.. -_- sometimes i wished to vanish from dis world... can i?
