haiz... my mood for dis few days is now keep goin up n down... unstable i could say... last nite, when i was lying on my bed b4 i fell asleep, many thoughts run through my mind.. i really dunno how sia.. sighz... well, gotta go study for eltech later, cuz eg1 already no hope liao, n i dun wanna the same thing to happen for eltech n engmech.. somehow, i'm looking forward to hols, somehow i'm not... many of u told me i shldnt yea, but well till now i still dunno if i shld or not, whether shld would b better not... sighz...
