haiz.. today went sch at ard 10+ to study for eg1... well, i was so stressed up when studying, i almost went crazy u noe... hmmz, i was like juz so stressed up lah, as usual no confidence in myself again, n guess wad i felt like not goin to take the paper somemore loh.. n i tot of something ridiculous too, n tat's can i find someone to replace me in takin e paper... =X it's ridiculous isnt it? n when studying i felt tat the paper will b very diff n i'd not noe how 2 do... =x n well, when i went to do the paper, starting do n do was still ok, den when do till certain qns, i'm like stucked... i dunno how 2 do, it's very hard loh.. so difficult, n i felt so stressed up too... actually when studying before e exam i almost cried... sighz.. n i wanted to go bang e wall somemore... haiz.. =x ok, so i left after 1 n a half hr later, n left without takin my student card loh, so blur!! den luckily, i havent go, den my teacher came out n gave it to someone from another class de, whom i noe, den tat guy pass it to my fren n my fren pass it to me, n i was like huh i din take meh? i tot i did sia... k, wadever... anyway i also felt tat it's quite useless practicing those past yr papers... i feel tat i wasted my time doin tat cuz today's paper is tougher than all those past yr papers.. arghh.. den, i left, saw jj,jz,jh,derrick downstairs, dey askin wanna go play pool anot... den i'm like deciding loh, den walk out of sch to the bus stop with them n board bu 184 with them.. on e bus i decided not to go, cuz i had to submit the cpf thingy,n the cpf is closing at 5pm, which is like no time loh... n i'm meetin hy after tat so decided nt to.. hmmz, reached e cpf at woodlands juz in time b4 it closes, n den submitted it loh... walked ard causeway alone, cuz i eatin dinner at hm, n thus hy eat with her classmates loh, so we nv meet le.. after walkin for quite some time, i left n went to cck, bought bubble tea n took bus hm... sighz... not in a very gd mood today.. kinda sad n depressed... somehow i feel tat i'm back to e past me again... well, wadever it is, shall study hard for exams, cuz studies comes first, study is the first priority, n studies will lead me to my future, my dreams n ambition.. =) shall sstay optimistic, happy n cheerful always, no matter wad happens which causes u to b unhappy... stay smiley always... cuz, even if u're happy or sad u'll still have to live each day, so y not choose to live each day happily den sadly rite? hahaz, so always look on e bright side of life.. =) anyway eltech paper on mon... muz study extra hard for it... i wanna score!! i dun wish to let anyone down.. =) i can do it de!! somehow, all of a sudden i juz missed sec sch darn lots, all my frens n teachers.. all of u r not being forgotten...=D cant wait to head back on teachers day...
hmmz... perhaps i shldnt yea... wadever it is, i shall tink abt it only after exams.. no matter wad, i'll stay happy always n optimistic always.. thanks my frens for cheering me up juz now in msn... u guys r great... n thx for hearing me out... i miss all of u lots, my dearest sec sch frens.. juz cant wait to see u guys soon!!
