Hehez... well, today stayed at home for half e day, den went to orchard with ham n mj ard 4+... went to borders n kinokuniya bookstore first before heading to cineleisure to watch movie, cuz tat mj want to find a book loh, den we spent so long time in kinokuniya, hahaz, den both kinokuniya n borders all no stock.. wahahaz... =X so we headed to cineleisure, tat time was 6+ le, went to buy tickets, was down there tinkin of wad show to watch for a long time, was tinkin whether to watch omen or garfield 2 or silent hill... in e end, we decided to watch omen loh, cuz silent hill is quite late den got den garfield 2 is like me n mj din watch 1 so decided to watch omen instead loh..hmmz, den well we buy le tickets den went to eat dinner first, ate kfc, omg i eat it twice in a week loh, fattening... gosh... den we bought popcorns to go in n watch e show... hmmz, was still quite ok but i'm kinda distracted at times n down dere kacau ham n mj is so funny lah, she dun dare to go to e toilet alone!! =X lolx, well basically e show is abt triple 6 which is a sign for demons n devils... was scary at certain parts, due to the sound effects n sudden eh i dunno how 2 say juz like e person suddenly jumped out or wad lah, not ghost... no ghost in e show loh... but it'll still scare me at certain parts... =X hahaz, n ham regretted watchin dis show cuz she find it quite boring n she so pro loh can predict wad happen n she tell me den really loh.. omg, den down dere say cuz she's e director of e show.. =_="and e show is like kinda diaoz as it is like kinda no ending 1 sia, so stupid n how i wished the lil boy damien in e show die loh but he din.. =X well, guess i'll b stayin at hm tml, kinda lazy to go out.. hehez... nxt mon goin camp le... so nxt week is all occupied with activities... den sch starts.. omg, i dun like sch!!! hahaz, but well i'll still have to persevere thru these 3 yrs, muz believe in myself tat i can do it!! =) hahaz, dunno y everytime i hang out with mj n ham, i'll always start tokin abt the past in sec 1, 2 ,3 ,4... guess is bcuz i really really really missed those times so so so much deep down in my heart, all those happy n sad memories... hmmz... haiz, i juz find myself so diff right now, mayb not on e outside but in e inside.. haiz.. guess i'm starting to changed a lot le once i stepped into poly... feel so diff from last time, i juz really really feel tat i juz really cant b myself when i'm in poly... haiz... y is tat so? mayb bcuz we r all frm diff sch so quite quite quite hard to clique? or is it e age or personality? i could only be myself, be the Ai Li i used to be in sec sch, only when i'm with my sec sch frens... sighz... somehow i feel tat i'm losing my personality le... sighz.. tat's juz so saddening... i wanna be e Ai Li i used to be in sec sch, not now de Ai Li... who can help me bcum back leh? nobody barhx... i really really missed those times back then... reminiscing the past, those memories... if only, i could turn back time... =(
