THE LONG AWAITED 2 WEEKS HOLIDAYS HAVE FINALLY ARRIVED!!! ~Weee~ now, shall post abt the common test... well, finally it's over today... so on tues was engineering maths 1 ct at 1.30-3, went to sch earlier n studied with chuting n vanessa.. well, overall e paper was ok, kinda got confidence tat i might b able to achieve an A for it barhx, no sure abt tat... but i'm sure i can pass... =) after e paper, i din went to study engmech with them, instead i went hm, cuz was tinkin of meeting hamtaro to study tgt.. well, but her phone was flat so wasnt able to contact her.. den wed, had engmech ct, well, e nite b4 was burning midnite oil, well tat's juz me always like to study last min de, i dunno y, but i noe i wanna change tat habit of mine.. so hmmz, paper was at 11-12.30, well can say it's ok loh, i dun quite have confidence in myself lah, dunno if i would pass not, but i noe if i can get a pass i'd b elated already.. hopefully, i did it correctly n can achieved at least a pass grade.. after paper, again i din go study with them, cuz i'm meetin hamtaro, well but ends up we meet at quite late a time, n din do much studyin yea, i went to play bball at limbang mac with eunice, was quite fun, den hamtaro joined us.. after playin went mac study loh, saw esther chan (turtle) dere too.. lolx.. den erm, thurs, which is ytd, had eltech ct at 11-12.30... well, i dunno y but i happened to realise tat whenever i've test tat is physics de i'd b juz so darn stressed up... i dunno y... perhaps is because i set high hopes for myself for physics barhx, due to not wanting to disappoint my physics teacher barhx.. so well, b4 eltech paper i was really really stressed up.. gosh, den e paper was erm can say ok loh, i dunno if i is noe or dunno how 2 do loh, dunno if i have confidence in myself not.. i'm always like tat loh, whenever it's physics exams or test.. but i noe, i'd not b happy even if i got a pass... i wished n hope to achieve an A... hopefully i can achieved it.. after eltech paper, slacked away in sch, den went hm, meet eunice n hamtaro at 4pm went play bball den after tat intend to go mac study with hamtaro de, but we ended up nt studying.. so basically i din do any studyin for mtprac... haiz.. den today go sch early to study for mtprac, i did study a bit.. den well i can say my mtprac paper gone case le.. feel so sad loh... haiz... who ask me ytd din study, though i did study today but i din go memorise... arghhh... so i tink i today paper is flunk le... *sadded* den after paper, went town with both chuting n vanessa, den went hm at 10.30++... haiz... juz hope my results will nt turn out to b beri bad... well, sometimes i juz hate myself... tinkin of becoming a quiet me now in poly le, cuz i really tink tat i juz cant b myself in poly.. so i shall b quiet, though it's quite hard to change all of a sudden, but i'll still try to.. or perhaps juz bcum back the old me last yr, though it'll makes me ended up broke my promise but well nvm barhx.. well, i'm really am bcuming back e old pessimistic self once again recently... haiz... holidays is here, n i wanna go play, i wanna go out everyday... movies, play, blah blah blah... so my frens, do rmb to jio me dis fren of urs out k... i wanna catch up with all of u, my dear sec sch frens...
