hmmz ytd lessons were like all maths loh, hahaz but well quite enjoyed it lah, dunno y now quite like maths though my maths sux.. den also had 2 hrs of mechanical technology n practice, but is lecture de.. well, dun quite like tat module, infact i kinda hated it.. =X hmmz, but ytd was quite nice loh, hahaz got 2 break time, den went online go msn kacau pplz.. =X den also went to place order for e foc pictures n e dvd loh, den hahaz saw my foc frens so sat tat n tok.. den after awhile left for my lesson at e convention centre.. hmmz, was quite cold in dere loh.. den well, was feelin kinda slpy tat time, n lookin forward to 5pm.. hahaz, den well after lesson ended, went off to clementi mrt station meet ham n mj.. we went to jp, have kfc for dinner, n walked ard, went to mcCafe n have a drink n tok too.. den well, 3 of us gotten a ring for ourself which r e same de, as so called frenship rings loh, juz a plain n simple 1 lah.. =) today, well was late for electrical technology lecture loh.. well, left hm late n thus causing me to b late by 15mins or so for class.. sighz.. well, luckily today rainin den e lecturer din say anything or wad, juz say tat he knew today weather not gd so tat's y some of us were late hahaz.. lucky sia.. hmmz.. so today well basically juz had electrical technology lecture for 2hrs, n electrical technology tutorial for 2 hrs, den engineering mechanics for 2hrs loh.. but seems like i've been doin maths the whole day today.. sighz... ok well, wad i'm goin to write now is not tat i'm racist or wad lah but perhaps juz how i felt loh.. i felt tat some or rather certain china pplz r like so proud n arrogant loh, all tat, so wad if they knew how to do n can calculate n solve e qns so damn fast... juz simply sux lah, how i wished they could go back to their homeland sia.. sickening piece of shit.. n well, n i dun tink i'll give a damn abt wad my eltech lecturer said to us, e gals in e class, tat he wants to see us clique together.. wad shit sia, cant clique means cant clique lah, u cant possibly force us to mixed if we cant.. shittening.. grrr... i dunno y, but somehow my mood today is like not beri gd now.. sighz... i dun wanna clique with the arrogant pplz.. i rather clique with michelle n e vietnam gal instead or rather e boys in my class... =) well, when having the electrical technology lessons, when e teacher teaches abt physics, somehow it reminds me of e times durin sec sch n all... well, somehow i'm really missing sec sch life so much now than ever... i dun like poly life... sighz... i'm always used to lookin forward to sch days n perhaps dreading the thought of weekends drawing nearer, but now it's e other way round, i'm so so so damn lookin forward to weekends den sch days... i dunno y, but i'd somehow feel so lonely n so called unhappy n sad when i'm in sch nowadays.. i feel juz lonely in a place where it's so new to me, though i have frens whom i clique with from diff class, but we seldom get to meet, cuz of e difference in our timetables.. so, therefore i really do feel so lonely n left out can in my class at times loh... i'm feel tat i'm like juz a loner... i feel so lonely loh in sch.. sighz... i dun like dis kinda of feelings... i really miss sec sch, all my dearest frens n classmates n my teachers... how i wished time would stop at tat time when i was still in sec sch... sighz.. can i dun go sch??
