haiz... somehow, i'm now kinda dreading the thought of school to start soon, e thought of my new school life to start... sighz... everything would be so new once again... that's just life yea? hmmz, but once school starts, everything would turned out to be so darn different lah.. everything would be juz so new, n everything would have to begin from scratch.. sighz.. new enviroment, new friends, new teachers, new studying methods... sighz... once my life in poly starts, i'll have to be independent le, have to have self-discipline too le... no more teachers chasing after you for homework, no more being so called spoon-fed.. no more having pplz so called asking u to study hard for exams, to drill u...sighz.. guess it's really time to learn n grow up le... sighz... well, been thinkin abt dis loh, tat once everyone is in different school le, will we all, frens still keep in touch? will frens be forgotten? but i tink tat the frenship will drift de barhx, mayb i'm wrong abt tat lah... haiz.. how i wish tat life wouldn't change, everyone will not be separated.. but that will never happen, cuz everyone have to move on with life... but will we forget our frens in sec sch, once we have got to noe new frens? will e frenship still b e same as before? tat's wad i wonder... sighz, i hope it'll not turn out to be dis way barhx.. somehow, i'll definitely bound to missed e kind of life in sec sch, e frens e memories e tchers all tat.. sighz... so will i b able to have self-discipline in myself? sighz, but although start sch muz start to adapt to all e new stuffs, it's kinda better than staying at home rotting n let ur brain turns rusty due to not using it.. =X sighz, if only time would stop at those times,during sec sch.. =x haiz.. i'll juz have to move on, tat's life..
