hmmz... finally ytd n today, my life isnt tat boring yea... went out for both day for like almost e whole day.. lolx... at least no longer rotting at hm, either slpin, watchin tv, play com, or eat.. lolx.. so, i'll tok bout my day ytd first.. hmmz, so yep went to ngee ann poly open hse ytd wib hy.. met her at 12pm den i'm a bit late sia.. lolx... went dere, den i went to find my er jie.. den after tat me n hy jiu went to e convention centre there n look at all e courses n take some of the brochures of the course(only those courses which we r interested in..) but before i went to look for my sis, me n hy got went to look at thier e ccas... hmmz, den well, at convention centre, did asked e pplz dere some qns abt the courses... hmmz... den went to another place somewhere juz opp convention centre n it's actually the place where e school of business n accountancy de booths r, where they let u noe more abt the courses in tat sch.. hahaz.. but well, i've not even a single interest in tat sch... cuz i juz hates poa, so no way am i gonna study tat... lolx.. but went dere cuz hy is interested.. so we went... den she asked them qns they tell her.. den i chatted wib e pplz dere... hahaz.. den they let me take a personality test.. hahahaz.. i'm ENFP which is erm well wad kind of a personality i am.. den it's really can say very accurate barhx.. well ENFP basically stands for, Extrovert for E, iNtuitive for N, Feelers for F, Perceptive for P... n it says tat i don't like rules n regulations n tat i'll b beri stress workin in a career which has a lot of rules n regulations too follow.. something like tat de, cant really remember.. hmmz.. den we left at ard 4.. so 4 plus reached lot 1, hy went hm first as she was in a rush.. den i went to e library to borrow some books, to read so tat my dis long hol which gonna end soon wouldnt b tat boring n kinda meaningless after all.. den ard 5.30 den i reached hm, den reached hm put my things den an hr later i left hm n took train to city hall all alone... so sianz sia..reached there before 7.30, thought i'm quite early n well was standin opp guardian n din saw peijin n jianhao den dunno y i walk a lil bit lookin at e shoes in e shop behind me, den dunno y i look opp n saw tat they r actually at e back door of guardian.. den well i tot there'll b like a few more pplz comin to join us, but ends up it happens to b only 5 person.. so the 2 twins were late.. so we went for dinner first.. had dinner at the cafe cartel, was a treat from jian hao.. how nice of him to treat all of us yea... anyways, thanks a lot jian hao for e dinner ytd.. though he wont b readin dis.. muahaha, but still wanna say thanks.. den well, had dinner like at 8plus, den i tink ard 9, we left... walked to esplanade, went up to e roof terrace n watch e fireworks.. it's nice yea, juz somewhere somehow above us nia.. lolx.. den took some photos up dere before we left to go n walk at e river hongbao dere.. den was like left at ard almost eleven... so peijin n jianhao was like askin the twins to accompany me back hm, cuz it's like not very gd for a gal to go back hm so late alone.. so took train together, e five of us.. was listening to songs on e train.. den at jurong east mrt station, peijin went hm loh n jian hao accompany her cuz also e same reason yea.. den jiu left only the twins n me take train to cck.. den was like nth to tok abt.. den before e train left the station only tok one or two sentences nia, jiu never tok le, machiam strangers liddat loh.. feel so awkward... so they accompany me took bus 302 loh, anyway it's also shun lu for them too as they lived at yew tee.. den well, so diaoz, dey wanted to accompany me to my hse lift, but i rejected, dun want loh, feel so uncomfortable man.. lolx.. dun noe how 2 describe.. ahh.. anyway shuo lai hua chang yea.. one of e twins quan en, ask me want to alight at yew tee anot, when we were on e train n say wad ji en his didi, got ride bike can give me a lift.. i was like diaoz.. plz loh, no thanks.. ahh dunno how 2 say lah... dunno how 2 explain e feelings lah n e reason behind it.. hmmz, guess only eunice noe n understand wad i'm tokin bout yea.. so reached hm basically was like almost 12am.. wootz.. lolx.. so mapled den slept at 2.30am... den today, went to lot one to watch i not stupid too wib eunice,wk,sebas... before watchin went to have lunch at ljs.. den went to watch.. well was a nice show.. it's indeed very touching sia, made me cry.. =x hmmz.. it's really quite true loh e story, it's juz wad nowadays some of e teenagers feel.. n the show made me think abt lots of things n made me quite sad too.. while watchin i was actually also thinkin abt some stuffs too.. it's really a beri nice show n i definitely wont regret watching, it's worth my money... i wanna watch again yea, anyone wanna go watch again or havent watch yet can jio me go watch hor.. well, it's definitely a show worthed watching, thus i think everyone shld perhaps go n watched it, no matter how old u r... somehow i tink parents shld watched it, so tat they will understand how we teenagers feel loh.. hmmz.. den see e show, got the grandma so nice sia, den made me tink of my ah ma, i missed her a lot sia, i mean my real ah ma n not eileen..n hmmz well i agree wib wad e movie says, everyone needs encouragement n compliments from pplz.. so y cant we b more generous in giving compliments to pplz instead of being so selfish when giving compliments.. hmmz.. den jiu buy drinks n went foodcourt dere sit down n tok loh.. NC16 yea, except for 1 who calls herself the NCC15 cuz she's not NC16 yet.. hahaz.. nice talk yea... den yup, i tink really i shld not juz give up on takin the course which i've interest n wanted to take, n give up on my ambition juz bcuz of wad others say to me abt how bad or not gd e course is.. cuz e choice is mine, n it's my interest, wad for givin up ur interest juz bcuz wad pplz may say abt it, to discourage u, though they meant gd for u.. well, n it's ur own choice of path tat u want to walk ,ur own career in e future n ur own ambition.. n tat u wont regret nxt time when u take a course which u dun have interest in n took it bcuz wad pplz say.. by tat time when u regret givin up ur own interest tat will b too late then.. but if u take it n then ended up regretin it wobnt b tat bad, bucz u noe tat u've tried to fulfil ur ambiton n chose it based on ur interest. well, i'm noe perhaps i'm crapping here yea, write till i dunno wad i'm writing le sia.. but wadever, i shall choose n decide on my own n not get discouraged by pplz n to juz follow blindly.. cuz it's my own future... well back to today, so after tat went walk walk ard, went arcade played daytona, was so fun.. hahaz, i got first for both games yea, hahaz, for e beginner n advance de.. muahaha so happy, cuz i first time play advance de sia.. hahaz.. but if my studies can b tat gd jiu hao le.. den also got play other things lazy to blog.. den walk walk went library borrow another bk.. hahaz... den ard 7 den went hm... sighz... results gonna b out beri soon, n well i'm actually feeling very nervous, n very afraid to see n noe my results cuz i dunno y i feel tat i'll not do well n tat i perhaps will have to return back to rgt n retake again.. haiz... how? i hope results dun come out so soon, but i also hope it cum out soon... contradicted sia.. cuz if dun come out so soon, den no need so sacred, den if cum out soon den my life wont b dat bored n i'll not have to rot n perhaps decay.. how? if only time could juz stop at when i'm still back in rgt studyin... sighz... juz pray hard n hope tat it'll b fine afterall.. sighz.. shall not tink bout it for now, endin here gonna maple.. very long post today yea..
