hmmz... long time since i blogged... last 2 days ok lah went out loh, den got go pplz hse also loh.. den erm on fri nite n sat nite i dunno y lah, i'm like feelin darn stress up n afraid loh as results is gonna b put soon le, so i cried n den like kinda cant fall aslp loh.. though i noe it's stupid lah.. but juz cant help it.. den today woke up quite late loh, woke up at 12 or shld i say is laze ard in bed till 12 loh.. den jiu had lunch den online for quite awhile, den erm got pplz come n tell me thru msn tat o lvls results is gonna b out on dis fri loh.. den jiu like kinda feelin down le loh.. den jiu went offline.. smsed eunice, den she after a few msgs she called me loh.. den i dunno y lah i juz thought abt results gonna b out on fri as i tellin her mah, den i cried loh.. =_=" den she was askin me nt to cry.. den she tok to me awhile liao, den ms lai tok to me loh.. first time tokin to teacher over the phone sia, somemore is my fav teacher worx.. den she was like tryin to like erm how 2 say ar, erm ask me not to tink too much abt it n stuffs like tat den erm anyway was a nice tok over e phone wib her lah.. den she gave me homework to do..=_=" muz do everyday sia frm today till thurs loh.. den e dateline for each day is like by e followin mornin 8am muz hand up loh, thru email.. haiz.. well but it's for my own gd lah.. hmmz... haiz, n now i'm back to anyhow think liao... tinkin abt cumin fri wad would my reaction b when i see my results, n erm wad would my results turn out to b loh.. wad would my decisions b? haiz.. no one will noe wad will happen till tat day arrives i also dunno loh, but perhaps got some kind of a idea.. i've tink abt it in e negative way n had a negative decision.. hmmz.. wadever it is, will still have to face it de sia cant possibly run away frm it forever.. sighz.. (hopin tat day will arrive soon n also hopin tat it'll not at e same instant.. contradiction yea..) hmmz, my da jie is back frm germany le, den she come back was like (bai ka) her right feet was bandaged up sia.. den she have mc till wed loh.. hmmz.. hope she will recover quickly loh.. hmmz.. endin here, have to go do my homework n also maple after tat..
