ahhh... well, right now it's already 12+am which means it's already the 10th of february now... ahhh... so it means tat in a few hours time, i'll b "judged".. sighz... i'm actually am feeling nervous n scared ytd.. but somehow i dunno wad i'm feeling today.. hmmz.. perhaps e same too, juz tat i'm tryin not to feel tat way? but i noe tat i'm like kinda moodless today.. =( haiz... i've actually dreamt abt e release of o lvl results, in both gd n bad scenarios.. but well, so which of e 2 scenarios i have dreamt abt would b e one tat'll actually happen tml leh? well, no one noes e ans, except for God.. so well, instead of guessing n also dunno e final decision, i might as well wait till tml n i'll noe e ans, n as for e final decision i shall see wad plans does God has for me yea... i'm tryin to b optimistic now, tryin to tink in e positive way perhaps.. hmmz... well, i have dreamt of e gd scenario once or twice before i had e exam n also a few times after the o's were officially over.. hmmz.. n i have dreamt abt e bad scenario durin this yr.. hmmz.. well, so which one of it would it really turns out to b? i'm hopin to noe e ans soon, wishin tat time will pass quickly n results will b out soon, n on e other hand, i'm actually hopin n wishin tat time better not pass tat fast n tat e day for e release of o lvls results doesnt arrives forever.. sighz.. wad a contradiction yea.. hmmz.. forget it... well, guess i'll bound to toss n turn ard in bed later on, will not b able to fall aslp tat quickly until god knows wad time will i fall aslp soundly.. but i doubt i'll b able to slp for very long, thus today i slept quite a lot, wad a pig i am rite today.. hmmz.. well anyway, both my eyelids did twitch today, my left eyelid twitched for a while when i was havin dinner, n my right eyelid too did twitch for a while, after dinner when i was here sittin infront of e com, coming online.. wondering whether it meants anything anot.. hmmz.. wadever tat it is yea... well, it's already 1am now, n yet now i'm not feeling a least bit sleepy yet, guess i'll juz continue to read my storybook till my eyes r tired before i fall flat on my comfy bed wib my 2 pooh bears n 1 hello kitty..=x lolx.. =P hmmz.. endin here..
