well... actually was in kinda quite happy mood or was like so so lah... but now, my mood is being spoilt by some damn freakin idiotic bitch, who sux big time... so, i'll juz roughly blog abt my day today cuz i'm now in bad mood, cuz of tat freakin idiotic bitch... damn her.. so today simply juz stayed hm all day... woke up kinda late.. so skipped breakfast n have lunch instead... den off i go, clearing my cupboards... still got a few more things haven clear yet, shall do it tml.. cuz i simply do until beri sianz liao, today.. hmmz, tat's juz abt my day today? n well also mapled for quite awhile too... den at nite, chatted wib eunice over e phone... sometimes somehow, we will wonder r we sisters b4? cuz, wadever i tinkin will b wad she's tinkin at e same time de loh.. den wad i want to say will b like wad she wants to say to me also loh, at e same time... telepathy perhaps? well, n then juz now not long ago, some damn freakin sucky bitch wib sickening attitude juz sort of pissed me off.. wth... if u ask want ask qn ask properly lah, at least i'll answer u... but damn u, ask qns ask until like wad... ask until like buay song liddat, wib ur damn freakin sickening attitude... shit u... well basically tat person i'm referin to was my sis... she asked me how many boxes i'm wanna give pplz, n she say she givin 2, i say i also.. n then she was like kinda not happy liddat loh, n she ask me who i want to give, wib those kind of attitude n tone.. machiam she can give 2 boxes n i cant liddat loh, n want to care who i want to give loh... n den actually i'm not pissed off, but somehow her tone n attitude tat she gives me when she asked e qn juz simply makes me mad loh.. like as if she beri big liddat, only older than me by 6 yrs wad, big deal.. she simply sounds as if i cannot take n give pplz liddat, as if like she can give 2 boxes i cant... well big deal, e most make again loh... damn hell.. n then my mother was juz simply siding her loh, sayin wad yi chuan de lah.. cuz she say wad ask a qn also cannot like as if will die liddat... plz loh, it's juz attitude... i bet one day when u go into e society n work, u'll surely suffer wib these attitude of urs.. well perhaps not, cuz i dun wish to say it out... well, n my mum seems unhappy wib me liddat juz now all bcuz of her.. she's juz simply siding her... my dad also de lah for sure... they r juz bias.. plain bias... it's always beri obvious tat they r... fine.. since pri sch i can kinda actually sensed tat already.. n times, i feel like leaving dis world, so tat i no need n wont ever see them anymore n make myself unhappy.. but somehow i simply dun have the courage to jump down frm e window only.. if not, today i wont b here bloggin already.. guess, 1 day, when i really cant stand it any longer, i'll juz pluck up my courage n jump down then... perhaps because i juz sux, i am irritating, i am annoying, everyone juz hates me to the core? i dunno... well, if tat person i'm pissed off with n tat i listed u above in my post, happens to pass by n saw my entry, n is not happy wib it or have any comments, it's ur business... cuz, this is my blog, i have every right to write wad i want, cuz dis blog belongs to me, n i simply doesnt need u to come n so called patronise my blog.. if u r unsastisfied, then juz leave, cuz if u r unhappy wib wadever i wrote, n want to raise ur comments or wadsoever, u r not welcomed to do so... so simply juz kick ur butt off my blog, if u r not happy wib it... ur cooperation is very much appreciated.. thank you...
