hmmz... it's time for me to blog yea... well, anyway though it's juz over by 2 hrs, i still wanna wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!! hmmz, actually say ytd, e last day of e yr 2005, will cum blog abt my reflections of e yr, but ended up din... cuz,basically i woke up ard 9, watched tv watched till 10++ n fell aslp again.. =x den well, den bathed n went out wib sis n her bf to jp... hmmz, ate lunch, n rotted in the shop, pricebreaker as they were dere askin things or wadever it is... n thus, after quite some time, den i decided to go n walk ard... bought a bottle of nail polish for myself, n well den walk ard some more, met up wib my sis n her bf, continue to shop.. bought myself a skirt from op.. hmmz, den actually wanted to go drink coffee bean, but den my uncle they all called sayin dey r goin to e cemetry liao.. so, we went off, n went to the cemetry, go "visit" my grandma, grandpa, n my grandpa's mum.. den after tat, we, all of us my cousins all tat, went to have dinner at some restaurant... well, the children were all playin wib each other n so on.. happily enjoyin themselves.. den well the adults chatted among themselves.. den my third uncle told me abt roughly when o's results will me out yea.. told me ard third wk of feb, the date will b like 10++ de.. hmmz, tot is 2nd wk of feb? well anyway juz somewhere ard dere correct le.. hmmz... den got to see my cutie cuzzies, esp samuel, who loves to ask why, n his brother isaac, who's younger than him n is almost ard e same height as him, n both looks as though they r twins? hahaz.. after which, i followed my sis bf car back hm... den well, stayed at hm watched tv, watched the jackie chan show, n i watched till i fall aslp, hugging my sis eeyore.. lolx.. now, i shall state out my reflections for e yr tat had juz say goodbye to us.. hmmz, basically, to me, year 2005 is quite a so called bad year somehow... it was a yr which i changed a lot, n i really mean a lot... it was a yr i was being unhappy for a long period of time.. n i somehow is like got depression in dis yr... lots of things happened? n i din quite like to or is dont wish to go to sch? well, when at the beri beginning of e yr, when sch starts again, i din want it to start, n when i knew my form tcher was e same again, was kinda like sianz half? but, afterall, i kinda felt guilty as in how we e class treated her? n perhaps felt sorry for heR? i'm not sure abt tat... hmmz, there is simply lots of things tat happened in yr 2005... both happy n unhappy things... so, i'll juz say abt e bad ones... i kinda drifted frm my frens at first, n in e end, i left the group of frens whom i always hang ard wib... i sort of suffered frm depression i tink, always thinkin bout lots of unhappy things n so on... kept feelin lonely n like being abandoned by my frens? always alone, at first? hates sch, due to some reasons i tink... not smiling for quite a period of time.. somehow,isolatin myself? hmmz.. n also unhappy wib myself, hates lots of things,pplz n myself...bangin my head against e wall.. breakin down n so on? hmmz, happy thing was, i joined choir in yr 2005, n get to make a lot frens, n have a few godsis frm choir, whom were all beri gd to me.. when i'm unahppy they tried to cheer me up though.. become beri clos to eunice.. always playin wib the drink stall lil gal.. kinda be back wib my frens whom i left.. e prom nite.. e class 2/7 bbq not long ago.. get to noe a few tchers whom r beri nice too.. noe tat there's pplz who cared abt me somehow.. =) actually studied hard for my o's... first time ever i actually studied n is really did studied.. =) n also getting top for phy in term 1? well, infact i've learned quite a lot of things through all dis stuffs tat had happened in yr 2005 of my life..i've learned to look on e brighter side of life n lots of other things abt life.. n i'm beri gladful to have teachers tat r so caring n also helpful n friendly.. Ms Yeo, though she didn't teach my class, she was beri welling to teach me chemistry n have patience in teaching, n is friendly n nice... Mr Chen, though he's lame, most of the time, i tink lah, but he's gd at teachin maths yea, n he taught me maths n i understand n too have patience, friendly n nice too... n well of cuz Ms Lai, who has always been beri nice to me, always willing to listen to me n advice me, counselled me too? i remembered the period when i'm always like beri unhappy n sad, she would tok to me, n tell me lots of things which i frm it learned something.. she's always willing to listen to me share my problems n so on.. she's is always beri patience when teachin me, n i could remembered the time when she juz came to regent to teach n well she was willin to teach me although i wasnt being spilt to her class.. n bcuz of her, my physics improved frm a failed grade to a pass grade n gettin top for e very first time in my life for physics, n tat was sec 3 term 3.. n thus, bcuz of her, i started to like physics n science... n well, i'm really inspired to b wad my ambition was since young n tat was to b a teacher... hmmz.. now, i haven came up wib my new yr resolutions yet... but i'm sure one of the thing on my new yr resolutions list, would b to stay cheerful always no matter wad.. =) will list out my new yr resolutions mayb tml or when barhx... hmmz, i juz noticed something, n tat is when i'm not out of the sch yet, as in graduated, i dont want sch to reopen, n now i'm hong to go back to sch again!! =x so diaoz rite.. =P shall update again tml... gonna get into my hibernation mode now... but well, i hoped n wished tat yr 2006 would b a better yr for me n for everyone... =) stay happy n cheerful always pplz... =)
