hmmm... ytd nite n today wasnt feelin kinda happy... infact i was kinda unhappy yea... though abt many many things... haiz, somehow i feel tat it's so unfair... some things r juz so unfair... haiz, dunno how 2 say yea... sometimes i really tink tat they r so bias n unfair loh... haiz... sianz... all along they have been so bias n unfair.. somehow i juz cant stand it loh... i feel like cryin but i could onli cry secretly or they will noe... sighz... y is it so? sux... somehow i really dislike stayin dere, everytime things they did even small lil things, i could see tat they r juz bias... it's juz so sux loh... well, anyway it has already been yrs, i tink since i was young, it was already like dis? well, they juz dont care bout me as much loh... fine then, i dont care... at least i noe there's at least 1 person who cares n feels the same way as me can le... well, cannot blame, we both dun have sweet tooth... perhaps tat's y... but i juz cant stand it n i juz dont like it... well, i tot of all those things tat has happened over the past few years n seriously i could detect the biasness they have... haiz.. well, perhaps shall not tink so much n make myself unhappy? but somehow, i juz cant, no idea y... but i juz couldnt stand it any longer... i feel like cryin out loud... would anyone noe how i felt? perhaps yes perhaps no... forget it... i shall cry out loud in my heart, or mayb when nobody is at hm except me myself? well, i hope there'll someone who i can tell how i felt, n could understand wad i'm feelin n console n comfort me.... sighz... might b goin out tml wib eunice yea, hmm i wanna buy lotsa things... i wanna look for a job so tat my holidaes would not b so bored... i wanna make myself cheerful n happy, somehow i juz hope i could forget all tat unhappy things but i juz couldnt... i shall try my best not to think so much abt so many things... i wanna be cheerful... i wish to stay cheeful n happy n smile always, but will i b able to do tat? *shrugs* i really have no idea... *gone*
