well... today went back to sch in e mornin... meet angel at 7.30am at the bus stop.. den went into sch together.... hmm.. today is o lvl maths paper 2... well,haiz, wad can i say bout e paper leh?? hmm,wad i can say is onli tat i got lots of qns dunno how 2 do... haiz.. i calculated those i neber do de qns or half which i dunno how 2 do de qns, all added up to b 30marks... which also means tat i got 30marks bye bye liao loh... sighz... haiz... after the paper, got a bit feel like cryin but controlled n den told myself tat it's already over le n i cant do anything bout it le, den jiu neber go tink bout it n my mood bcum better.. haiz, now tink of it dunno how sia... sighz.. hopin to get a pass for paper 2 will do... well, hopefully my maths overall will pass, or i will feel tat i have let my tcher down for teachin me... perhaps i'm juz stupid... sighz... well, if my maths fail den i dunno how le sia, i cannot cum back n study nxt yr, as my tchers told me tat if i cum back nxt yr as a rgt student den they will not tok to me le... =x but wadever it is, as long as i hab done my beri best, wadever e outcome turns out to b, i'll hab nth to say cuz i did my best... now, shall juz leave everything to god le... hmm, after paper, went to canteen, den chatted wib the stall 3 auntie, den ate noodles, den chat... den waited for eunice, we walked hm together, hahaz, on our way back went to mini mart to buy ice-cream to eat hahaz n we bought chocolates too.. fattening sia, die liao lah..=x cuz i was kind of craving for chocolate.. hehez... den we walked back hm together, before we reach hm, went to limbang park, played the bridge.. hehez, was fun lah.. hmm... miss all e memories i have in rgt yea... haiz... den came hm, bathed, online.... hmm, mon n tues no paper... havin poa paper on wed n thurs tat 1 needless to say, i confirm fail de lah, never ever pass b4 in my life... dunno shld i go take not.. perhaps i shld yea, but muz try to study fer it n go n try my luck... cuz, "once a failure doesnt mean tat u'll never succeed".. so, i tink i shld juz study for it n go n take the exam on wed n thurs yea... well, beri soon o's will b over le... now still got 5 more papers to go, 11 more days to the last day of o's...
