haiz... well, basically today went back to sch at 9am, fer chem pract n theory lesson... did pract fer an hr... den went thru macromolecules notes part 2, den was dismissed at 10.30am.. den quite a few pplz came at tat time, as dey tot lesson was supposed to b at tat time, cuz tat time cher say is 10.30 lesson mah, den she changed den tink some pplz dunno barhx.. dunno.. den stay ard in sch till ard 11.40 liddat... den went hm, reacehd hm was abt 12... online awhile, den went to bath n eat my lunch, den went out of hse, walked to the bus stop outside sch, wait fer eunice... wait fer like 15mins or so barhx, den she came out of sch, went to board the bus to lot 1... accompany her go food culture eat lunch, she eat but i din cuz eaten b4 came out liao mah... den after tat walked ard lot 1, den went west mall, went to get my photos develop, den walk ard west mall fer like 1hr ++, den went to collect my photos, den went back to lot 1, i went to buy paper to fold stars.. den jiu take bus 307, went to eunice hse... den we down dere tok tok in her rm... den ard 5.40 liddat i went hm... den well, dinner time went to see wad's e food fer today den see liao ee, dun quite like it loh, was yam rice den i dun like yam so i eat a few mouths nia, den daddy ask me if i dun1 eat den go down buy food loh.. so, went limbang buy food back up bought fried rice wib chicken wings, shared my chicken wings wib my 2nd sis, den eat le watched tv till 8pm... den jiu went to do phy ws, cuz tml goin to go thru mah... den at 9pm liddat, was down dere doin the ws n also got watched a bit of tv at e same time.. den finished watchin liao, den finished my ws n den jiu came online le, down here blog.. tml is the last day i need to go back sch durin e hols... hmm, fri goin out wib my godsis... haiz... din do any revision at all dis wk, die le nxt wk jiu prelims le den i still haben revise.. haiz... sighz... so wad if today is the 7th of september... so wad if today is my bdae... dunno wad to say loh... pplz r always happy on their bdae de, n i used to b too... but juz y am i not being hapy dis yr? instead, i was actually sad but i tend to put on a mask today pretending to b happy... guess dis is the lousiest bdae i hab ever had... i knew tat no one would ever remember my bdae de, except fer a few barhx le... sighz.. i knew it, i knew it would b like dis, but i still tried to tell myself days b4 today tat no i'll not b like dis... but, infact it is like dis.. n so i wonder wad it means bout bdae, n the ans i hab got is it dont mean anything.. bdae is juz nth, juz a noraml day after all.. juz a stupid day... sighz.. anyways, still need to thank wk n angel fer the present which dey gave it to my ytd, thanks dad n mum fer the money they gave me, thanks my eledest sis fer e bottle i usin now as tat time she bought fer me as an early bdae present.. n thanks to those who wished me happy birthday n all those who actually remembered my birthday, even though it's juz a few pplz who actually remembered.. sighz..i have long knew tat it will b like dis le n it really was... sighz... feelin beri sad right now, i really feel like cryin... sighz.. guess i'll stop here le, no mood to post today, n also i'm speechless alreadi, juz a beri stupid & meaningless day today...anyway also may b closing down my blog too..
*hopin nxt yr's bdae would b better* *hope tat i can b e cheerful me once again* *tears rolling down my cheeks* *sadness engulfed me* *i hate myself*
