hmm well, din cum n post ytd as i was down dere mugging fer my chem n was also kinda tired too ytd... den since i tml hab no papers n need not go to sch so early, i came to post fer today n mayb tok a bit bout ytd... hmm.. talk bout ytd first... ytd, had eng paper, erm paper 1 need to write proposal, den i dunno e format so anyhow guess loh, base on my memory? den paper 2 is quite ok barhx... den after tat stayed in sch fer d&t, stay till ard 6.30++, n hehez finally i bind my folio liao... so happy...den reached hm at ard 7.. den bath, ate dinner... den erm, was kinda tired too, slpy i can say, so studied a bit of my chem, den feel like slpin, so i slept on my da jie's bed as i'm in her rm mah den she not hm yet, asked my er jie to wake me up at 10pm, so i slept fer 1/2 an hr.. den wake up, study somemore, den really bth liao, went to slp... den tat day tues nite, my da jie also taught me a bit of chemistry so not so bad lah.. den today, went sch as usual time loh, den sit down at the parade square, down dere quickly study those i haben studied de.. den jiu hab the exam loh... erm, i tink i'll b able to pass barhx.. cuz, erm e paper is like quite ok, as the part tat i'm always afraid n is the lousiest at de part, which is section b, i kinda noe how 2 do.. so i tink i'll b able to pass loh, hopefully... den after tat also hab poa paper, den got a lot of pplz hand in blank script, den got some pplz skipped the exam.. den well, i only attempt 1 qn n din do the whole qn, but only part of it... well, den spent time sleeping, or rather is lying down on e desk... den well, definitely will flunk dis paper de, for sure... it's not i dun want to do, but i din noe anything at all, i din hab any foundation built up right frm e start of last yr, i dun even understand the basics n din even hab any concepts, thus i wasnt able to do... guess mayb i juz dont hab the poa genes or wadever thing it is in my body, my brain... den after tat, went to d&t rm, did d&t fer awhile, den 1+ went to find ms lai, to teach me the chap 17 ws we did durin e hols, as i find tat chap kinda confusing, n i'm kinda blur n dun understand also... den after she taught me, erm well now tat chap isnt tat chim n confusing le.. den erm, after tat, i went back to d&t rm, den ah ma say want go 787 eat, so we went.. i ate white chicken, while ah ma eat roast chicken... den eat finish, wen to minimart to buy sweets, den well dunno y recently dis few days, keep feel like eatin chocolates, den i bought chocolate n lollipop, den we went back to sch.. den went to do our d&t, today i din do much thing huh, lolx, was dere playin yahoo pool, n also seein pplz play, usin mr kamar's laptop... hehez... bad huh me.. den again 6+ den go hm, cum hm, bath, eat dinner watch tv... den my sis used the com, she used finish den i cum use.. den cum here post... hmm well, juz now on my way walkin back hm alone, i tink n tink n tink bout things n in e end, i xiang tong le... i shall now try my best to b happy everyday, to b cheerful again like wad i am in e past.. well, cuz if u r sad, u still hab to live, if u r happy u still hab to live.. so, y dont i choose to live a happy life, being happy everyday, than live a sad life, being so unhappy n sad everyday, though there'll b things tat will happen in our life, which might cause us to b sad or unhappy...but, wad's is the point of dwellin on it, even though it has passed, it'll only make urself unhappy n sad, n also causes pplz ard u to b like u too.. no point to keep tinkin bout those sad n unhappy stuffs all the time, it'll only make urself sad n unhapy n u urself to suffer... all of us can choose whether we want to lead a happy life or a unhappy n sad life, whether we want to spent our days being happy or being unhappy n sad... so, i shall choose to lead a happy life n be cheerful n happy everyday, n i shall look at the bright side of life, n always look at the positive side of things... i shall not b pessismistic le, shall not always tink in those negative ways n look at things frm the negative side.. i shall stay cheerful always, shall try my best to be back to the who i used to b in the past again, happy n cheerful n lame... even if pplz ard me dun like it, i still will try my best to stay cheerful always n b back to the aili i once was, as it's my choice n not other pplz choice.. i dun want pplz ard me to b influenced by me, n get affected by me n become like me so pessismistic n so on, i shall make pplz ard me happy n stay cheerful... I must stay cheerful always... =) even if i came across any problems frm now on, i shall also try to look it on the bright side n not let it affect my mood n me.. i want to lead a happy life, i want to stay cheerful n happy frm now onwards... i want to put on my smile again wherever i go... i want to look things on the positive side... i want to study n do well fer my exams.. hehez... hope tat i can be able to do all tat i hab say, to change myself to b like the past again... wadever has happened has passed, n it has all become a history, n no point to keep thinkin n dwellin on it, wad fer make myself suffer? hahaz... wo finally xiang tong le.... hehez... thanks to pplz who hab tried to make me happy when i'm always so sad n unhappy, frm now onwards i shall stay cheerful n happy always!!!
