well.. today dont feel like posting much... so will not b sayin anything bout today, cuz kinda lazy to post n kinda no mood, but at least mood better than ytd? dunno lah.. anyway, tml is the start of prelim le, n i'm still down here infront of the com, n haben even revise fer any of my subjects yet.. haiz.. sure gonna do badly de.. when den can i b serious bout my studies n start to revise early leh? well, found out tat ytd, i actually make a few pplz worry bout me, n tat i'm kinda scary ytd after sch... sighz... well, today after sch, stay in canteen awhile wib shamita n eunice, upon seein pplz celebrating bdae, it makes me think of last wed again, wad i felt last wed... n so, i began askin myself, y all pplz hab such a fun, happy and enjoyable bdae, wib frens n pplz celebrating fer them n wib them, n y i din... n thus, i tried to stop myself into gettin into deeper thoughts, n so walked out of the canteen to go n buy water frm e vendin machine near e general office... i juz cant stand it.. i juz cant help pondering n pondering over it again n again.. tml, will b habin my eng prelim... sighz.. n tml, is wed, so i hab alreadi been 16 yrs old fer 1 wk liao when tml cums, n i'm sure my mind will again think bout many things once again... endin here le, as nth to write n no mood to write le, n also goin to do my d&t folio le, as thurs gonna hand up..