hmm.. today usual loh, went to sch as usual.. had hist paper first, well well din noe how 2 do loh, was juz writing craps? ytd, tried to study but nth wents in, dis mornin also nth went in.. hmm, did e seq on china kmt n ccp de... dunno anything bout tat, juz wrote lots of craps... haiz... den after tat was maths paper 2, two n a half hr sia, den the teacher who gave out the qn paper n writing paper all tat to our class de was beri messy? we waited n waited fer so long den hab qn paper, den graph n fullscap paper n blank paper.. still need 3 teachers to distribute to our class sia.. so messy, den some pplz hab no qn paper some no fullscap, so funny sia.. den well, quite a lot i dunno how 2 do... a lot left blank... din noe how 2 do the vectors qn, so anyhow do, try my luck? den erm, i din memorise formula fer vol, den qn 2 need to use, den dunno how 2 do loh, left blank... transformation qn, juz did 1 qn.. graph, juz plot n draw onli, no time? den loci qn i onli draw out the triangle n label nia, the rest neber do.. den section b did on speed time graph de... haiz... dis paper sure flunk de loh, today paper all flunk le lah... haiz.. den erm, after sch, went to do d&t, again like ytd, i walked ard more than i do, slack more than do.. den erm, at 2+ went to eat lunch in canteen, den went back to do, den also got go walk here n dere as usual... den stay till 6.30++ den left sch... reached hm 7pm... bathed watch scv show, den eat dinner... today dinner was better.. hehez... haiz... juz now, dunno y i tink so much bout my d&t loh, i feel tat i wont do well fer my folio loh, cuz i feel tat my drawing simply sucks loh, so like shit loh, as compared to other pplz in my class, mine was the lousiest of all barhx... i tink i will not do well loh, it's juz too sucks le, my drawing, haiz... i dun hab confidence in myself loh, suddenly feel like givin up on my d&t le, dunno wad am i tinkin sia, feel like throwing my folio away, after i hab done so much n abt to complete le... haiz, juz feel tat my folio is juz beri shit loh, so sucks... so lousy loh, everyone else de is much much much more better than mine loh... haiz... den also make me go tink bout other subs so on, haiz, cannot tink too much... am i goin back to bcum the unhappy me again? if really i am, i muz stop myself frm it, as i cannot break my promise, wib my godsisters..no matter wad, i will try my best not to n muz not break e promise tat i hab made... muz not tink so much... tml is poa paper 1 n science(chem/phy) paper 1... all mcqs... goin to anyhow do fer poa, gonna tikum, cuz definitely dunno anything de... den later gonna practice tys fer phys n chem mcqs qns.... haiz, dis prelim juz sux loh, my results sure all die de... haiz...
