well, i'm kinda lazy to blog, but still came to blog eventually... well,today woke up kinda early, woke up at ard 8.30++, den well, ate mayonnaise bread att daddy made, den watched a bit tv, den online till 10.45... den went to watch tv again.. den ate lunch at ard 11.30 liddat.. den after eatin, watch tv fer awhile, bath, n went out of the hse... met angie at e traffic light outside lot 1, den we went to the control station meet saw chiu, den went to take train to causeway point.. den reached causeway point, went to library find yunling, den waited fer her to finish doin her thing, den we left the library went to hab lunch in the food court, onli saw chiu n yunling eat, me n angie din eat cuz we hab alreadi eaten before we came out.. den after dey finished their lunch, den want eat ice crea, so we went to gelare n share a waffle basket, i tink... den after eatin, went to watsons, den we went to take neoprint... well, was beri nice taken, but haiz, they all chose the one tat i wanted, den i gotten the one tat i dun quite like de.. cuz dont tink is nice, feel so sad loh.. but dey din noe lah... sighz... den we went walk walk ard... went into the shop x-craft, tried out on sunglasses n spectacles, i tried on on spectacles, n they tink it suits me n find it nice, den dey ask me to buy, but i din, cuz was tinkin whether shld buy not mah, den decided not to... they say i looked like a teacher when i wear tat spectacle, hmm now tinkin back i kinda regret not buyin... wadever, den after tat walk ard jiu went hm le, left at ard 6.. den me, saw chiu, yunling, went to lot 1, angie din cum cuz she muz go hm le, den went to buy bubble tea, den went popular print photo... den after tat jiu went hm le.. den ate dinner, watched tv, den went downstairs wib daddy, we walked to yew tee, cuz want go pasarmalam, but when almost dere, found out that no more liao, so walked ard yew tee loh, den walked back hm... den cum hm, watched tv, den online loh.. haiz... today was kinda sianz, even though i went out... hmm, but feel kinda weird too.. dunno lah.. den dey think i got stead? where got possible loh, it's neber possible de loh dat i got stead, cuz who will ever want me... anyway also dun care, cuz now wad cums first is studies.. sighz... haiz.. well, received a nice lil card frm saw chiu, hmm thanx fer it.. well, eventually i juz still cant forget abt wed, wad a boring day i hab, so boring n meaningless day i hab... i juz cant forget it... it's e worst day i hab ever had.. it's juz so saddening somehow.. sighz.. thus, it causes me to dislike september even more le, i juz hate it now... still feelin sad, disappointed, unhappy... dis few days, since wed till today, hab always been wondering n askin myself dis qn, which is, can i ever be the cheerful me again? can i? n i tink i knew wad e ans would b, which is i dun tink i will n i dun tink i can... so, tat means the me in the past has gone n will neber b back again le, who i am now, will juz b i'll b fer the days to cum, till when den i dunno.. so tat means, it's juz a total change of me? i dunno... so, it'll juz appears to b 2 diff person frm e past n now... sighz... stopped here le... wondering if i shld really actually close down dis blog of mine... mayb i wont close down, but instead i'll juz stop updating or mayb update lesser n lesser le, till i stop updating le barhx.. so, tat means, wadever tat happens in my life, whether i did becum cheerful ever again a not, nobody will know le, if i really stop updating or close down dis blog..
