here to post again.. can dun read dis post de, cuz i'm juz actually kinda like tokin to myself onli, askin myself qns, n tinkin,wonderin n reflectin abt things..beri bored n now many thoughts runnin thru my mind... well, wonderin if i hab make the right decision not... wonderin, if i realli realli not trust pplz tat easily n tat much.. wonderin, whether i shld realli change myself back to whom i used to be, last time... wonderin, wonderin n wonderin... thanx angel fer ur tag,tellin me to don care bout wad pplz tink... i agree wib u n think wad u say is rite, tat wad u urself is doin, u urself noe can liao... yupz.. well, reflecting back at myself... all along, in my 15++ almost 16, yrs of my life, i've realli n i am always beri concerned bout wad others may tink bout, when i wanted to do something or wadever it is... i hab actually neber ever tink bout wad me myself would tink bout wad myself wants to do.. instead, i'm always always more concerned wad others may tink of me... i'm also always tend to trust pplz beri beri beri easily, even if i juz noe the person not long ago... whenever, i trust a person, i would always trust them wholeheartedly, no matter who they are.. now, tinkin bout it, i find myself beri stupid n foolish to do so.. y did i trust pplz so easily? y do i always trust pplz wholeheartedly, wib all my heart? so mayb, i couldn't blame pplz, when they actually broken my trust in them, instead e person i shld actually blame shld b myself.. cuz, if i hab not trust pplz tat much, den when pplz actually broken my trust in them would not hab been so bad to me, as i din fully trust them n so, it would hurt less, when a fren or pplz whom u noe n trusted betrayed u or wadsoever n broke ur trust in them... so, now i'm tellin myself tat, so when some1 broke ur trust in them, e person whom u shld blame shld b my ownself, my own stupidity, my own foolishness, n me myself being so naive n innocent... mayb wad i shld learn now, is actually to look at things in all sorts of perspective, both its gd n bad... n also i shld learn not to trust pplz easily n wholeheartedly... n to also not to b concern n also not to mind so much bout wad pplz may tink of u n their point of view of u.. cuz, even if u noe, wad could u do? well, guess tat's enuff of my nonsense... feelin slpy... shant tink too much now... gonna go into hibernation mode... eyeslids r fallin down soon... yawnz...
