well... today... erm let me tink, reached sch as usual, den first lesson was erm erm cme, copy stuffs loh... den was erm maths, do my paper 2 again loh, asked cher qn loh, den muz hand in on mon sia, sighz, i haben do finish yet, dunno how 2 do sia.. mayb tonite or tml might ask my sis teach me or find pplz to teach me jiu dui liao, but i will try to figure out n tink hard hard first b4 i ask.. den also gotten another sch de paper 1 loh, acs(barker) de loh.. guess, i'll sure hab a lot qns dunno how 2 do de lah, wo shi ge ben xiao hai (i'm a beri beri stupid gal) den after maths, was eng, ms tham absent today den got relief teacher cum loh, relief fer 2 periods loh... den jiu shi ss, mdm rohaini came in a bit late, den erm she tok bout some stuffs regardin o'lvl, den went thru a ws... den was recess loh, went downstairs wib ah ma, go buy food back to class.. den i eat finish le, want go toilet but the toilets r all locked loh, the toilet beside my class de locked,den 2nd floor de oso locked, den i go canteen dere de, den uncle washin loh, so stupid, den so i go to the 2nd lvl sci lab dere de loh, den it's open n not washin.. want go toilet oso so troublesome sia.. stupid sch..den went back to class, tot cher haben cum yet, den i den noticed mr liew sittin among i forget who liao, zhong zhi he's sittin down lah, den i neber see him mah n i also neber see ms lai mah, so tot cher haben cum.. den he cum tok to me, ask me how's my preparation fer o'lvls.. den i say erm, nth to say i goin to slp, den iw ent out classrm.. cuz beri hot sia.. outside wind bigger... i hate pplz to ask me how's ur preparation fer o'lvl n so on loh, as long as it's bout o'lvls de, wo jiu hen tao yan.. cuz i haben started revisin yet n i still cannot make myself go n study loh always so slack de dunno y... mayb tat's me but i cannot liddat le, muz realli realli start revisin no matter wad.. so tml i will force myself to do a bit of revision work loh.. den after quite awhile ms lai came, den jiu hab lessons loh... went thru practical paper, followed by greenridge paper 2 loh.. den was contact, mdm poh cum in loh.. tok bout the night study thingy... i actually want to go de loh... but seems like nobody in my class wanted to go,so i dun want to go liao loh, cuz mei you ren pei wo... sianz... den sumore compulsory n muz wear sch shoes n muz b in either full u, or half u loh.. so stupid so dun1 lah... den after tat, went canteen dere, saw my gan mei + some juniors, tok to them awhile den, ah ma, mj n me went take 1 round to lot 1, cuz a lot pplz, den went to lot 1 e food culture dere makan.. den after tat me n ah ma, buy bubbletea n go back sch do d&t loh... den i do do awhile jiu go walk walk liao, saw mr wong asked him mon got lessons not, he say he dun tink so loh.. den erm, well, dun tink i'm goin to wear red on mon loh, cuz my class no pplz wearin loh, i tink, den i dun1 to b odd 1 out loh.. den mon sianz, still got the zhuo wen bi sai fer every lvl.. so sianz loh.. dun feel like goin leh... but after tat gonna go to take neoprint wib my gan mei mei dey all.. they all tell me they all wearin red loh, den i not wearin so i'll be e most outstandin one den in e neoprint.. hahaz... nvm...wed, might b goin out to study dunno wad time n studyin wad yet...haiz.. tinkin bout trust in pplz again.. pplz ard me which r kinda close to me de, r tellin me tat i trust pplz too easily n too deeply le... do i? i dunno... but i noe tat i beri easy jiu trust pplz le, but is dis a gd thing or bad thing neh? shld i trust pplz? now, i'm feelin like it's wrong to trust pplz easily n deeply leh... but wo everytime jiu shi beri natural de go trust pplz n always it beri natuaral de trust pplz beri easily n deeply barhx.. shld i realli not trust pplz whom i hab trusted n mayb is stillin trustin? i realli dunno n i'm beri confused n lost by it... can anyone tell me? sighz.. nth much to blog le... sianz... sighz.... confused n lost n mayb troubled too?juz in case those pplz whom i used to hang ard wib din seen my post ytd, which i hab something to tell u all, i shall put it up here again today.. if u guys hab seen it n read it, plz let me noe, by taggin my tag-board.. in case u guys dunno where my tag-board is, click on others n u will see it.. thanx a lot fer everything, n sorry too...[to pplz i used to hang ard wib in e past]
sorry to u guys i tink u guys shld noe who u r, tat i hab not given u guys an ans till now, so now i'd like to tell u guys tat, i'm sorry if i made this choice, tat i dun tink things will b e same anymore tat we could b like the past again.. i'm sorry tat my final decision is to leave u guys... plz dont blame me fer it i'm sorry.. hope u guys will always stay happy like the past no matter wad, n u guys can still like e past, being happy, even after my decision.. tat's juz wad i wanna tell u guys, i will always remember the memories n the past we hab together.. though i choose to leave u guys, but i will still remember u all de.. no worries k.. plz don b unhappy or wad due to my decision k juz treat it tat i hab changed to bcum another person le, no longer the aili u guys noe in e past k... i'm sorry tat i made dis decision but wad is done can neber b undone n i hab already tink fer a long time b4 i came up wib dis decision.. hope u guys will see dis..
94 more days to o'lvls... sighz... y so fast? o am still not prepared fer it yet.. can time slow down fer me?*troubled*
*lost*
*confused*
*hopin time would slow down*
*not yet prepared fer the battle (o'lvl)*
*sigghz*
*muz start studyin now, muz jiayou liao or it'll b too late le*
memories left behind..
