hmm... today went to sch early in e mornin as usual... den reached sch, went to find eunice, to borrow flexible curve frm her... den after mornin assembly went up to the chem lab dere, waitin to go in fer our practical prelim... sighz.. i'm beri sure tat i will fail loh fer dis practical prelim loh.. i din manage to draw my graph fer phy, i spent a while drawin the axis, den muz find the points of my graph den i like muz spend quite some time to find mah, so i look at the time, tink kinda late liao, den jiu don do first, n went to do my chem, cuz i sacred later ended up i din do anything fer chem mah, n tinkin tat there'll b enuff time after i finished my cheem, den can draw my graph, n also do the last 2 qns which muz make use of e graph to do de... but, who noes, i din hab any time left... at the start when i do my chem, i did it wrongly so i redo it again.. den well, was beri nervous sia, my hands were like kinda shivering loh, den i spill things here n dere... den all my experiment i do all no change de loh, den i also dunno wad's the gas produced all dat, den i anyhow write loh.. sighz.. fail for sure le lah.. den came out of the lab saw cher, told ehr i din draw graph den she asked me y, den i say no time.. den she kinda like disappointed or wad barhx.. haiz... den after practical all of us 4/6 n 4/10 were being quarantined in the ava rm... den, well down dere do nth, i cried sia, cuz of e practical.. haiz.. den was recess, after recess, went back to ava rm fer d&t.. today not tat productive loh, i din do much at all loh, den also laughed a lot, cuz of some lame things barhx.. dunno.. today is kinda like mixed emotion loh.. den after sch, went to eat ljs wib ah ma n shaikah... den after tat went back to sch.. den i went to the hall watched the rehearsal fer the teachers day concert loh..den after tat went to library played cards.. den after tat left sch at ard 5+, den went lot 1 look fer things den went hm.. reached hm almost 6pm le.. haiz.. sighz.. die le lah, my prelim practical alreadi sure fail liao, alreadi do until liddat le, den wad abt my o lvls practical.. definitely fail liao le loh, definitely do until like shit de liao le loh.. i'm juz so useless, so stupid.. y can't i juz do something well? i feel tat i'm beri hopeless le loh..haiz.. well, rite now, i realli tink i'm realli beri stupid loh, y pplz can do the practical i juz cant do neh? y? y? y? i'm juz so useless everything also cannot do, anything also do well... hao mei yong ar wo... i realli realli hate myself now... juz y am i so useless, so stupid n hopeless? i realli tink tat i'm realli hopeles le loh... sighz... sadness have engulfed me... sighz... wo zhen de zhen de hao ben worx, zhen de zhen de hen mei you yong worx, zhen de zhen de wu yao ke jiu le lah... stupid me, i'm juz so stupid, useless n hopeless ar... haiz..beri sad sia, sighz, feel like cryin alreadi loh, tinkin bout the practical... haiz... so fast dis term is goin to end le, nxt wk will b the last wk of the term le, hao kuai worx.. y time apss so quickly, august is cumin to an end soon, n september will arrive le.. eeee, i hate september.. yuckz.. wo bu xi huan bu xi huan september... hao tao yan september worx.... sighz.. n soon, prelims will arrived le, followed by o lvls le, sighz, time is realli runnin out le, how?? sighz... could time slow down fer me? hao xi wang hao xi wang you ren nen gouban wo slow down e time worx.. sighz..
