hmmm... well today, went sch as usual... first period was poa, i wasn't payin attention, was copyin some maths formulas down in my lil note book... den 2nd period, dunno y so tired dat i fall aslp sia.. den well, woke up ard 5 -10mins b4 the lesson was over... gotten the prelims timetable.. den after tat was erm eng, did ws lah, also beri slack lah, den played dai dee in class.. lolx.. den was erm 2 periods of chem, mdm juliana din cum so was free period, so continue playin dai dee, followed by heart attack until recess... den recess, stayed in class but kena chased out, den when the prefects all tat left, went back into class again... den after recess, was chi, cher asked those who want to retake de to write down their marks n put a tick beside it to initiate tat they want to retake.. in the end, i finally decided not to retake le, since almost everyone whom i asked is like against it.. so thus, i decided not to retake le loh, decide to spent my time on other subjects n focus on other subjects instead le... so frm thurs onwards chi lesson i will go to the library n do my own things loh.. sianz... nobody pei wo.. sobx...sighz.. nvm, shall do my own revision in dere den.. anyway alreadi xi guan to being alone le.. sighz.. hmm well, den after chi was erm, maths... gotten another set of maths paper frm gan eng seng sec, both paper 1 n 2.. well, my acs paper 2 haben even touch yet loh n paper 1 haben do finish yet loh.. sighz.. so well went to ask mr tan how 2 do some of e qns of the acs paper 1 which i dunno how 2 do de loh.. den today i like keep help him do things liddat loh.. lolx.. at first want go washrm, he ask me go 4/6 get his pass back... den another time was ask em to pass him his waterbottle... den after tat was ask me to help him refill water... lolx... but anyway nvm de lah, cuz i so gd de of cuz will help teachers do things de lah, i so guai.. =x hahaz, den afetr maths was pse,w ell nth much loh, i was down dere doin my maths.. den after sch, went to eat wib my gan mei loh.. den eat le, played wib shamita... den well stayed outside the library till like 4.30++ den saw eunice, accompany to go eat in e canteen.. den ard 5++ went to find ms lai, to ask her abt when is the phy mock exam, n she says it will b on fri durin lesson time loh.. hmm.. haiz.. wonder if my decision of not retakin is correct de mah.. guess mayb it is.. hopefully i will go focus n study fer other subs.. haiz... but somehow, i dun kinda like my decision as tat i will hab to spend my time in the library doin my own things on my own, no pplz accompany me, while others r habin chi lessons...well, somehow i juz like to b alone at times, but i also hate to b lonely at the same time.. so damn contradicting sia me.. sighz.. well, will juz hab to face the reality.. sighz, wed is eng oral, i beri scared sia, cuz i dun like picture conversation de loh.. sighz.. hopefully everything will turns out fine on tat day itself..
