haiz.. well.. dis mornin, woke up same time as always.. went to sch as usual.. den well today first 2 period was poa, mdm poh gave us last yr prelim paper 1 to do loh.. den i slept at the last few mins of poa.. den was erm eng, did ws loh like usual.. den was erm chem went to lab fer chem pract.. den got pract test loh.. juz liddat do loh, follow pplz beside me de do wad loh.. hahaz.. den was erm recess.. den after tat was erm chi lesson, watched the la bi xiao xin disc dat i brought de, den was being asked by cher to go represent e class to take part in the chi writing competition loh, so diaoz sia, my compo so lan still ask me go, diaoz leh, later the class sure lose de loh.. den after tat was maths, was given erm the bukit panjang last yr's prelim paper 2 to do.. den well angel came n sat beside me as usual.. den well awhile later i gound out tat my hist tb n wb was lost loh, cuz i ask angel put her things underneath my table la, den was at tat time did i found out my hist tb n wb was gone loh.. i still saw it dis mornin, durin poa or eng ar, cant remembered durin which period but i'm sure it's not at hm or anywhere else wib me loh.. den after tat jiu no mood to do maths liao loh, den i cried loh, realli buay tahan liao loh, cuz of a lot a lot of things loh.. well, den after awhile i went to the toilet n cry loh.. went inside e middle cubicle den locked the door inside dere n cry loh.. den ah ma, angel, siyu, seok teng n minjia came to toilet find me loh, keep askin me not to cry, ask me to cum out loh.. but juz don't feel like cumin out loh.. sighz.. den seok teng climbed in loh, den she opened the door loh, den dey ask me things i juz nod head, shake head loh.. den i asked them to go back to class first loh.. cuz i juz want to b alone loh.. if anyone of u happens to read dis, thanx fer tryin to comfort me n sorry tat when u all asked me y n so on, i din ans u all or tell u all y, cuz i juz dont feel like sayin it out, n also bcuz, i hab tell myself neber to trust any1 anymore.. so, tat's y i din tell u guys.. sorry tat i also din want to trust u all, not bcuz u all r not to b trusted, but bcuz, now i cant make myself trust any1 le.. i'm sorry.. den well, back to where i said juz now, ya, den dey went back to class, after quite awhile i jiu went back to class le, i cried fer beri long loh, almost fer 2 periods loh.. well, whoever the bastard or bitch who steal my hist tb n wb, if u let me find out who u r ar, i shall skin u alive man.. who's so pervertic as to go steal bks? bai chi man.. sux loh.. spoilt my mood man.. at first my mood still kinda ok, so so not beri stable loh, den after this thing den wah piang eh, my mood totally spoilt liao loh.. damn it sia.. well, wad i could say is tat it's juz all mty own fault, who ask me so stupid to leave my bk under e desk? who ask me to b so tian zhen to tink tat last time i everytime put my bk under e desk also neber lost, den it'll neber get lost too in the future as well... i can blame no one, except fer myself, fer being so stupid n blame myself fer habin such a foolish tinkin... after maths, was pse, did nth.. den was dismissed, went to eat lunch, den saw shamita, play wib her fer awhile den went to library fer e eng mock exam.. den i do till beri tired sia, do till my eyes wanna close man.. forget it lah.. den well the mock exam lasted fer 1hr 40mins, den well was started at 3 n thus ended at 4.40... den went to lot 1 popular buy correction tape refill, den well, bought magazine liao den went hm loh..
i juz wished tat my hist tb n wb will appear again under my desk tml.. i'm juz so stupid... i'm to blame fer everything bad tat has happened to me.. so much fer my foolish way of tinkin.. i'm realli beri sux..
