hmmm... today as usual loh, went to sch in e mornin.. had assembly in class... den first period was erm, poa, den well did nth? i dunno lah.. erm, den after tat was maths, well i din manage to do any qns today loh, cuz i dunno how 2 do, den went to ask teacher den muz wait cuz he teachin others, den when my turn cums, he says sorry i hab got to go le... so sad man, cuz i want quickly complete n hand up den can do other paper... forget it lah.. den was erm 2 periods of eng, ms tham was absent today... den was asked to do a test, i din do... seems like the whole class onli 1 or 2 pplz do nia loh, den durin e 2nd period, went out of class went walk walk.. den wah lau, after tat damn pissed off loh, asked pplz to sit properly, being gd to remind e person to sit properly at the stairs, n yet the person don appreciate n scold me kao bei kao bu... wtf.. i damn pissed fof, so i scold back the person i said dis to tat person, u bo bei bo bu... really sux loh, so much fer being a kind soul to remind pplz, n yet i get dis back fer being nice... wad is dis amn.. asshole.. den after tat was ss, den mdm rohaini gave us back the quiz we did on inferenece qn de i tink or sbq cant rememebr le, all i noe is tat it's onli 1 qn.. den kinda happy cuz i gotten 5/6 fer it.. did i really feel happy, mayb not cuz kinda like no reaction or feelings at all leh.. den was recess, went to hab recess wib ah ma... den sally sng came n catch her...den asked her go find her afterwards, but of cuz she din lah, she ran away, after eatin..lolx.. den i saw shamita, den she hold my hand go take her bicycle, she went to take den i walk away, den she came n find me, i was climbing e satirs den she also want follow me, den want carry ehr bicycle cum up.. diaoz, but i tricked her into goin back, cuz i hab to go back to class fer lessons.. den after recess, was phy, go thru mock exam paper, well, was mr liew who is down dere goin thru.. kinda boring? den after tat was contact.. nth much.. den afetr sch eat wib eunice,den played wib shamita, den went library do the teacehrs' day card fer mdm poh, kinda ugly but we dun care, actually want do fer mr wong first de, but it ended up lokin beri ugly so we decided to give mdm poh.. lolx.. so abd of us.. =x but who cares.. den erm, after tat played uno.. den library closin, went out, den i saw mr kamar, he catches me to go upstairs to do d&t, sob sob.. den i say i neber bring folio, den he still can ask me do sia, ask me borrow paper den do.. den did isometric drawing.. den i tot draw finish 1 piece can go le, but no no no, he dun allow.. it seems like as if i'm being trapped in a jail.. den ard 5.45 he let us go, well so i did 3 pieces of folio work today.. den after tat went outta sch wib eunice, waited wib her fer her dad to cum, den we chatted non-stop diaoz.. den went hm, reached hm almost 6.30pm le... sighz.. dunno y my mood always liddat de... always like a mixture of feelings de.. sianz... y leh? haiz, i tried to forget abt ytd's sicence prelim practical, cuz wad's done can neber be undone, but somehow i juz cant.. i still keep on recallin bout the practcial ytd, tat i din manage to draw my graph n din manage to do e 2 qns tat need to graph den can do de, tat's fer phy, n fer my chem, all the experiment i carried out seems to hab like simply no changes at all, n i also dun noe wad the solid or metal or the gas produced is.. i simply somehow juz could not forget bout the practical, i noe i will definitely fail fer sure dis time round, haiz, how, wad to do, i'm juz so stupid, useless n hopeles.. dis time is prelim practical loh, n i alreadi did until liddat, i couldnt imagine wad would it b like fer my o lvl practical... sighz.. there's nth i could do now, i feel like cryin but there's juz no tears cumin out.. sighz.. today, after sch, i'm also kinda sad, dunno wad has gotten over me, eunice juz simply went to accompany her godbro , den i dunno wad's e matter wib me loh, i seems to b like angry at her or am i not, wads i realli angry at her, i dunno.. but somehow, i juz dunno wad's the matter wib me, she came n say sorry to me, den i also dunno wad's e matter wib me, tears kinda flow out.. den i went library den she came in, saw her cryin.. i felt so guilty sia, she cried bcuz she dont want me to b angry wib her.. i felt so bad, makin her cry, btu i juz dunno wad am i actually feelin or tinkin... haiz, stupid me... sighz..
