well.. today was in a beri beri bad mood.. din tok much in sch at all.. well, today chi lesson we finish watchin e mr bean show.. den after tat pe, they played volleyball, well i din paly durin pe, as i asked mrs phua whether she can excuse me frm pe today as my ankle hurts.. dunno y sia.. den was cme, wasn't payin attention, was tokin to ah ma.. den recess time, i bought honeydew n eat n went back to class.. din feel like goin recess recently.. juz dun feel like goin n not bcuz of anything.. i tok to ah ma durin recess, n well i cried durin recess over some stuffs.. den was d&t, did my artefact.. den wenty off early fer lunch at ard 1.30++, went to the building bside lot 1 dere, hab duck rice.. yummy... den e went to buy bubble tea back to sch, n also went to help mr kamar buy burger.. den well, went back do my d&t loh.. but stopped doin at ard 4.30 cuz cher went fer his cca liao wad... sianz.. went toe canteen, wk,christian saheera dey all were down dere tokin, while i juz sit down n rot.. dun feel like tokin loh today... beri fan sia.. sighz... i realli dunno whether i'm still angry wib "her" anot loh, but well, tink most likely is barhx, i din tok to n din feel like tokin to her loh.. i cant helped it feelin angry wib her, as she go n say out wad i tell her, i still qian jiao dai wan jiao dai her not to say out nor tell any1, n sumore is juz a few days ago dat i reminded her not to say de loh.. n yet, she go n say out when sum1 asked her.. wad the f*** loh.. damn angry ar... nth much to say fer now, juz tink tat there's realli realli no 1 i could ever trust n i'll neber trust any1 anymore now.. nobody is to b trusted at all... not onli will i ever trust any1 again, i'll also not b sharin any happenings,problems,troubles n wadever thoughts n so on, wib any1 anymore.. i'm juz gonna bottled everything up frm now onwards.. don tink i'll b tokin much fer dis few days.. realli hab no mood to tok bout anything...
[to those pplz whom i used to hang out wib] i dunno how to tell u all bout it... but wad i can say is tat, i dont blame u all fer wad happened.. but i'm also sorry to say tat, our memories n e happiness we hab together hab alreadi cum to an end le... hope tat u all wont blame me fer it.. but juz to tell u all tat i cant force myself to go back to b like the past, the time when we hab our memories n happiness together.. i realli hope tat u all will respect my decision, no matter wad, i wont blame u all fer all tat happen n i din blame u all too.. n i hope no matter wad my decision is, i hope u all will not blame me, but respect my choice,my decision, n forgive me fer it... right now, fer dis period of time, i juz want to hab some time alone, so hope u all will understand as i juz want some time to b alone, n tat recently i din tok to u all is not tat i'm am angry wib u all, hope u all will understand.. i juz wanna thanks u all fer all the memories n happiness we hab, in e past, no matter wad my decision will b fer now, i will remember e memories.. i hereby realli realli hope tat u all will not b affected or wad by my choice, my decision.. as wad is done, can neber be undone, n tat such things hab alreadi happened.. so i hope u all will understand n respect my decision as i hab the right to make any decisions of my choice... sorry if i caused any unhappiness or wadever it is to u all.. sorry... but i wished n hoped tat u all will still remain happy n remain who u r no matter wad my decisions is, dis is my onli wish fer u all...
