today.. nth much happened.. hab lessons as usual.. well slept durin e second period, which is poa, as i'm tired n anyway i also dun understand a single thingy cher says... den eng, did ws.. chem we did pract... after recess, mt we watched show, cher asked us whetehr we want to start lesson e nxt mt period not which is on wed, n of cuz every1 rejected n say wait till results r out den teach.. den was maths, was given bukit panjang govt high last yr's prelim paper 1 to do, well guess i realli hab to go practice my maths a lot le, as e paper was 2hr lor, den we spent 1 hr doin it today, n i hab onli done 5++ qns, out of 24 qns i tink in an hr.. omg, tat's bad rite.. den pse, was asked to fill in a ws, which is to fill in our career, muz list 3 lor.. so juz liddat list loh.. anyhow list... onli 1 of which is i really want to b de... den was dismissed... went to hab lunch.. den went fer chem pract lesson at 2.30, was given a practical test to do.. ahh... den after sch, did nth loh... went to library wib ah ma, den actually wanna go study de, but in e end din cuz lazy.. den well saw kenneth, wk, sebas, den well went to tok to them loh.. den well, ah ma actually wanted to go do dnt but no 1 wants to go so she din go.. actually i also wanted to go but like nobody goin den dun1 le, i want big big grp of pplz go do together better.. den after tat we left at ard 4.30++ cuz library closin le.. den well, took bus, 1 round to lot 1.. went to popular to buy my correction tape refill n also buy a pen... den after tat jiu went hm le... den at nite, eat dinner, watch tv, do hw.. den jiu cum online blog... haiz... well, mood isn't any better... haiz... been tinkin a lot bout a lot of things... sometimes i do wonder whether am i a beri annoying person, whether am i a beri irritating person.... somehow, i juz dont seems to like myself anymore now, n neither do i seems to like sch or life.. life is so boring, sch is so sux, n i am a beri sickening person n i sux too.. tat's juz wad i feel.. juz seems to hate everything? i dunno... recently, i hab been wondering n tinkin a lot n came to a so called conclusion which is tat, there's realli nobody in which i could trust.. upon tokin abt tis, today in e library tokin wib my class pplz, those i mentioned earlier on, something which ah ma had said, did made me pondered on her words n came to a conclusion to myself.. which is tat she said tat i trust pplz too easily n trust pplz fully.. n after i pondered on wad she had said, i realli do agree abt wad she says... but rite now, i hab told myself n frm now onwards i would never trust anyone again n i would also not b sharin anything wib anyone le, due to some reasons..mayb is juz tat i hab tink too much or too far, but i would somehow feel n tink tat, if i always go n tell pplz my probs, my troubles, my unhappiness, will e person find me to b beri irritating, will e person be annoyed by me? i realli dunno, but i tink they might barhx.. i dunno... all tat i noe rite now is tat, life is so boring, sch is so way boring n sickening too, i sux n so does sch.. well tinkin of ceasing dis blog, but shld i? can anyone tell me by taggin on my board? i don tink any1 would b interested to noe bout my life n also to read my blog..
