today, started my day wib a period of eng, went thru ytd ws, den was left to do our own stuffs.. den followed by a period of maths, continue doin the bpgh prelim paper1, cher gonna go thru wib us on fri.. den erm was poa, din pay attention, cuz i dun noe a single thingy at all loh, start from scratch loh.. i hab zero knowledge bout poa.. den i was down dere, tink i continue to do my maths, den do awhile onli, den was drawing n scribbling rubbish in my notebook... den well, was chi, din do anything, kinda like free period loh, was asked to check whetehr our chi correct anot den muz sign loh, cuz tat will b printed on our cert de.. den wellw as recess, bought food back to class to eat.. den was 2 periods of chem.. went thru the 2 pract ws we did on mon.. den we staretd new chap, on carboxylic acids.. well, quite nice lah e chap.. i prefer e recent chaps of chem... den well, was 3 continuous periods of phy... got a new teacher came in wib ms lai.. a male teacher called, mr liu... well, he's gonna b teachin us too till e end of e yr... den we went to ava rm fer our phy lesson... went thru greenridge paper 1 first, den volunteer to ans, ans correctly, wib explanation, will receive a sweet.. well, i gotten the yupi de cola de gummy sweet.. den well, after goin thru paper 1 went thru 2 qns of paper 2 onli,itink.. den e mr liu make an introduction of him to us.. den well was dismissed after tat, no phy xtra lesson after sch today, as today teacher being beri nice, being a kind soul 2dae, cancel it fer us to go do our d&t coursework.. diaoz.. dunno y, mayb is mr kamar ask de barhx, or wad.. dunno.. den well, went up wib cher to her staffrm, wib ah ma n few other classmates, as they want to get some of the past yr papers frm cher, which dey din receive.. den i on e way out of the ava rm, keep sayin i myself is a gd gal.. den kena shoot frm them.. diaoz.. lolx, hab been callin alot of pplz monster sia.. lolx.. i'm crazy.. den erm, i dunno wad happened to me sia suddenly, moodswing liddat sia, not pms loh.. i went to bang my head on the wall beri hard 3 times loh.. den tink i scared till ms lai barhx, so sorry.. she tot y i suddenly so angry, tot is bcuz of wad they say as they juz jk onli.. well, told her it's not but bcuz of some other things, din feel like sayin out.. anyway also dunno how 2 say.. i dunno myself at all loh.. sighz.. something is juz wrong wib me i guess.. dunno y, i juz feel like banging my head against e wall.. haiz.. i xia dao le a few pplz by tat action of mine.. so sorrie fer tat... juz ignore me will do... well, even if pplz asked me y i liddat or wadever, i will also not tell, cuz, i dun wan to erm ahh dunno how 2 say lah, juz tat dun feel like tellin loh, juz bottled it up loh will do le, cuz yup 1 of the reason is bcuz of lotsa things i'm wondering whether i could trust every1 not, who is the person in which i could really trust neh? well, forget bout ti lah... guess i'm juz not myself recently, dunno y all the sudden moodswing n all tat, i'm sure it's not due to pms-ing... mayb there's realli some problems wib me, somthing wrong wib me? mayb.. well, juz not in beri gd mood lah dis few days.. well, life is juz so damn dead boring... sighz..