ahhh.... well.. today my mood's kinda ok loh... mornin i almost got knocked down by a van loh, on my way to sch.. i din saw e car arriving sia, n i juz started crossing the road n suddenly the car honked me...haiz.. today lessons ok loh.. lazy to type everything out now.. n also no mood... well, today had asssembly, den after tat me n mj saw ms ho, n well we tok to her, den find out she's leavin today.. duhz.. den after tat had chem sup class... den after tat, went canteen awhile den go find ms lai, went to ask her teach me some phy qns, as i dun understand n dunno how 2 do.. after tat, went lot 1 walk walk, den went hm... den after hab dinner, den watched tong xin yuan, den e show finished liao, i fall aslp on e sofa.. den tink i slept fer onli 20mins or so, n was awakened by a phonecall frm ah ma.. den after tat, we tok bout some stuffs... den frm tat time onwards, my mood was spoilt... n rite now i'm feelin so damn damn angry wib some1... grrr!!! i'm gonna go crazy soon... y cant tat person juz shut her mouth... now, i really find tat, there's realli no one i can trust loh...i shall not trust anyone frm now onwards, really not goin to.. as through lotsa things, i see tat i shldnt hab trusted pplz, in the past, i hab been trustin pplz too easily.. but frm now onwards, i shall not trust any1 anymore.. many things hab let me see n learnt tat, there's no 1 out dere tat could b trusted by me... thus, i learnt tat i shld neber ever gonna trust any1 anymore... and also, frm now onwards, neber am i goin to share anything abt me, any probs or wadsoever, wib any1, anymore.. i'm gonna juz bottle everything up, till i cant breathe, n juz suffocate myself n die... rite now, tinkin bout dis mornin i was almost being knocked down by the car, i'm tinkin tat tat car shld not hab honked me, it shld hab juz knock me over n juz kill me liddat.. well, i tink i shall b goin into a zhi bi mood frm tml onwards, n i'm not goin to tok to any1... i'm juz gonna zhi bi myself... nth much to say now... mayb in the days to cum i'll not b bloggin anymore, mayb i might juz closed this blog... *gone into e zhi bi mood* *doors locked, no one is able ever to come near me, n get to me, frm now onwards* *in a lil world of my own, of which everything will juz b hidden inside me, n i'll neber b breathing a word or anything to anyone anymore*
