[..lonely n bored dae.. ]
haiz, well, today went back to sch again fer lessons, same time as ytd, but juz tat today not so bad like ytd liddat cuz today not all e lessons is e same lesson mah.. well, reached sch, see still quite early so stayed in e canteen fer awhil, saw chukeng, den well, anywayz time is up liao, muz go fer lessons le, so went to fourth floor together, well, i went to phy lab fer phy lesson..did practical fer e 1st hr, den well, after tat swopped lab wib 4/6, fer em to do their practical, while we plot n complete the practical ws.. well, haiz, my ws tink all wrong sia, haiz, forget it lah, it's already handed up to cher liao, n i cant do anything, juz make sure i noe y i'm wrong, n don ommit these mistakes again, esp fer fri practical.. sighz.. den after tat had recess went to grab a bite, den was so sianz, din see any of my closest frens ard, so well, went up to their class, tinkin mayb they would b in dere, but they arent.. so waited awhile fer 4/6 to dismiss, wait fer ah ma as she late mah so joined 4/6 fer practical.. den well, went to ava rm n left our bags in dere first.. went down to canteen, she went buy something to eat.. den we late abit den go up to ava rm..well, ahh e guys behind us was playin wib water n we were kena splashed.. hahaz, so we splashed back den well cannot remember wad happened, den ah ma beri angry n went out of e ava rm n went back hm.. diaoz.. was shocked.. den after tat, wasnt concentrating.. so hahaz, went to ask my class peeps to indicate whether they want to hab class tee not, n majority of them wanted, i mean almost e whole class, except fer 4-5 pplz nia.. so, well, we juz hab to come up wib designs n go make our class tee n we'll hab our class tee.. hehez.. den after poa was chem, in chem lab, did practical.. after tat, meet eunice at e front porch, den was bored, so pei her go up music rm dere, we tok a bit outside dere.. haiz, den she went fer choir le, n so i was alone, ahh, i hate to b alone, hy has alreadi went hm, i tink so did ris n pz.. n ck has lessons till 2.30pm, mj went to do d&t, n thus i was left alone..
haiz, i hate to b alone , most of e times... well, cant find anything to do in sch, cant find any1 to pei me in sch, thus went to take 1 whole round to lot1, went to mini toons bought a hairband, n took bus back hm... today, haiz, i'm tinkin bout lots n lots of stuffs again.. haiz, really hope to hab a person whom i can trust n tell e person everything, i hab bottled everything up recently, not letting n telling any1.. haiz.. tink e cheerful, hyperactive,crazy de me in e past, will neber b back again, haiz, dunno y.. dunno y, i hab bcum like dis now, fer wks, so i tink mayb e old me e beri cheerful gal, who makes pplz ard her smile n filled their lifes wib laughter de me is now gone fer gd n will neber cum back.. e me now, has becum e opp of e me in e past.. haiz, i really dunno y.. fer wks, i hab been forcing a smile on my face, pretending to b 'so called happie', tellin ppl ard me tat i'm fine, when they asked me, cuz i don wish to make them feel sad n dampened their mood n change their life due to me.. haiz.. tink tat's all n well i juz happened to found out tat recently, fer a few wks, wad i hab written in my blog, all my updates hab been negative.. haiz..
memories left behind..
