well... today early mornin was rainin, so dad fetch me to sch... reached sch at 7am.. dunno go where so went up to hall, saw tat no 1 was dere it was pitch dark... so asked vanessa my junior where all e sec 4s go? she said 4th lvl.. so went to my classrm it was locked... so called minjia n asked her where she was... went canteen find her... den was down dere, cramming somemore ss stuffs into my brain... well, was asked to go up to hall.. so went, continued studying at my seat... den after flag raising, had our ss exam, well, was feelin kinda tired... did e sbq den seq... seq did on merger n separation as e rest i cant remember as i din studied those topics... luckily one topic in which i hab read abt came out if not i will b crying out fer help sia.. den well, after our paper, had an 1/2 hr break... went to the toilet n went to canteen bought a egg burger, went back to e hall, studied my d&t, as i haben touched it yet... well, den was time fer e paper, well, when i saw e qns i was stunned, as i dunno how 2 do, i feel like shoutin but cant... so slack ard as i hab 2.5hr fer e paper, jumped to section b instead, did a bit den look here n dere... well, chose 1 qn frm section 1, 1 qn from section 2, 2 qns frm section 3, one on mechanisms n 1 on electronics... well, was tough sia e paper... i tink i'm gonna flunk it... haiz.. wadever... so wad if i did really studied i still cant do tat qns also 1 lah... wadever.. haiz.. well, there's 1 more day to go before the end of exams... left wib emaths paper1 n poa paper1 fer tml, muz bear wib it, studied hard, n it will b over soon... haiz.. dis two days hab been tinkin quite alot... haiz, y when i did studied hard, things turn out differently, turns out to b so hard n difficult?? y?y?y? can some1 tell me? haiz, make me lose motivation to study sia, n don hab e courage to see my results when i gotten back my papers... will juz b like an ostrich burying its head in e sand, tinkin tat if i cant see my enemy, my enemy cant see me, but fer my case it will b tinkin tat if i don see my results n not face the reality, i can hide frm it foreva... i noe it's kinda stupid to tink in such a way, but i juz cant helped it, tinkin so negatively n tinkin so much bout things which hab passed dis few days... well, i shall end here soon, ahh i'm wanna cut short my hair, wonder shall i cut it after exams tml or sat?? shall decide tml on when to cut my hair... shall stop here le, gonna go mugged fer my last 2 papers, even if after studying, e paper turn out to b tough n i dunno how 2 do, i shall still study, so tat i could still ans to myself tat i did tried my best n put in all my best efforts fer it... to my frens, do study hard fer e last 2 papers, juz bear wib it, it shall b over soon b4 u realised...
