well, ytd din cum n blog,mood was still e same... haiz.. ytd erm had chi in rifle range din do much juz hearing mdm zhao toking abt our e mye paper, gicing us feedback... den after tat went back class fer maths, copied corrections... den was 2 periods of ss, haiz, gotten back our papers, n i flunk it haiz, gotten e same mark as hist, 20/50... haiz, feel so sad... den was recess, find my pals n went down together.. den after recess, was liek goin back to class to get my bag n go fer d&t n i was like goin crazy already as i dun want to go fer d&t, hab a phobia bout d&t, haiz... but no choice still hab to go.. so dragged myself to e workshop, got back my paper, i flunk, i knew it, but i din expect it to b so damn bad... i flunk it wib a score of 30m out of a hundred, was feelin even more depressed n sad, n upon hearin my overall, i was almost goin to go crazy, as i flunk my overalll as well.. wonderin wad's wrong wib me dis term? haiz... i realli don understand... haiz, stayed back after 5 periods of d&t lesson, to continue to do my project but went fer a lunch first, n went to disturb f&n pupils as they r habin their o lvls practical.. n me n yiling after tat, went to sit somewhere where dere's not many ppl ard juz saw 2 persons nia, sitting infront of e cabin, was tokin bout lots of stuffs n sharin too... den went back to do d&t did abit onli... after tat time to packed up... den erm help mr kamar return e field gate keys n went back hm... today, din hab any lessons, hab erm chi mock exam, invigilators r our subject teachers, following e timetable juz tat no lessons was conducted but they juz need to cum in n invigilate.. den well, paper 1, i tink i completed kinda early, went to slp after tat, n mdm fauziah gave me a scare, as she walked past me n pat my back i was like being awoken by her, n she asked me ' r u ok?' so i nod my head, n she asked me ' u finished doing already ar?' so i nod my head n went back to my slp... had a beri nice slp, hahaz, tink slept fer 20mins barhx.. den mdm poh collected our papers, n we r not dismissed, she say mr wong is cumin in as he got something to tell us, so stayed put in class, n actually mr wong is lookin fer e f&n students onli, give em back their photos...den well, went to find hy n pris n went down wib ck also.. after recess, went back class, cher was alreadi inside, n after awhile e paper were being distributed, n well those takin clb or drop mt de, din hab any papers after recess... well, was asked to check e paper whether e pages r correct, n well, the comprehension passge onli got half and hab no qn as last page was missing, fer everyone so was asked to start first doing those parts infront, n after quite awhile, mr alan choo came n passed cher e last page... den well, tian xie han zhi quite a lot i dunno but at last min recalled quite a few.. den zao ju, there's e last qn in which a lot ppl dunno de, n i'm 1 of em who dunno n i tink i hab neber came across dis word before... well, e compre was so so... i was doin until beri stressed up, haiz as i cant find e ans... diaoz.. so keep lookin at e clock as afraid not enuff time, but in e end still completed, only leave 2 or 3 tian xie han zhi blank.. after we r dismissed, accompanied pris to go find her cher ms tan, waited fer quite awhile fer her cher, n well saw ms tham n so told her my marks there's error.. den well, after pris find her cher, we saw hy n pz, went down together, but pris went hm, while we went library as pz want to return ehr bk... den went to canteen ate lunch, i kept luffin non stop dunno y, well mayb was juz tryin to cover e sad me barhx, not to make my frens sad also... den after eatin actually want to go find cher, to hand up my hw, but bumped into her outside go n told her i haben hand up my hw n actually wanting to take out n hand it to her, but she told me to hand up on tues.. so ok, after att went lot wib pz n hy... walked ard first den ck called us n came to meet up wib us... continued shoppin ard after tat... den ard 3.45 liddat or wad, went to buy bubble tea n went to outside mac dere sit down n drink n also chat... den ard 4.30 jiu went back hm le... haiz... i'm still feelin depressed today... sighx...
