haiz.. well basically nth 2 write bout for 2dae.. went to church den now at hm, so sianz, so here update diary.. haiz.. tml is monday, ahh got maths lesson, hopefully we wont get back our paper, cuz i really dun1 to take back.. sure did beri badly de.. haiz.. sianz, tml still hab both chi compo n d&t test.. haiz.. dunno wad to do man.. haiz.. dunno y recently i am always feelin so unhappy n not cheerful at all,den sumtimes so quiet, haiz.. dunno wad's wrong wib me man.. dun like the me i am now, not used 2 who i am now.. haiz.. dun even understand myself at all.. y i so shi bai, dun even understand my ownself.. haiz.. wonder wad had happened tat makes me bcum like this... y dis yr de wo not as cheerful n hyperactive as b4 le neh? y? y? y? y now i have been feeling so jiu shang neh? haiz.. n y am i lookin at the -ve side more than e +ve side neh? y? y do i always tink so much neh? y?y?y? y do i always feel like this leh? haiz.. how? i dun like the who i am right now? wad to do? ahh.. haiz.. dunno lah.. hope things will change for the better, tat's all i wish now..
